Hi Guys,

my story started in October 2019. I am 41 years old, athletic, no previous illnesses. There was no indication of what would radically change my life.

It happened overnight.

Out of nowhere I noticed a deep dent in the base of my penis.
My erections hurt and somehow I felt like I had a strange part of my body.

The first 6 weeks I was in a state of shock. I hoped it would get better. I know better today.

My first urologist told me it was a thrombosis.
The second doctor said it was just an erectile dysfunction.

The third doctor then noticed a calcification on the top of my penis on November 28, 2019. He was right.

Unfortunately, there are hardly any experts in this field here in Germany. I always hear "wait 12 months and then you can do surgery"

I just can't understand it to this day. Within a few weeks my wonderful penis became a calcified part of the body.

Then of course the bends started and today 7 months later I have an 80 degree bend upwards when I'm fully erect.

I tried a lot of medication and supplementary supplements, but it doesn't really help.

Thank god my wife is very understanding. But she is also deeply concerned.

The first 6 months were a mental roller coaster. After the pain was largely gone, I had my flaccid, normal looking penis. It only deforms at the stage of the erection. This is crazy - like Dr. Jekyyl and Mr. Hyde  

My big problem besides bending is the fact that my penis is flexible and unstable in the middle. This is probably because the plaque hinders the expansion.

VED and traction seem to be interesting and helpful.

At the moment I am trying to follow the path of the member "melting".

DMSO + X to process the calcified plaque, but I'm struggling with some difficulties here.
Of course I know that my little friend will never be the old one again - but I want to be able to use him at least without fear.

Damn, I'm too young for this crap. I have to improve down there.

I would also like to thank the operators and members of this forum.

In my darkest hours I found hope, help and motivation here.

I'm honestly very afraid of the future and how everything will go on.

I don't want to give up hope for an improvement.

Let's keep fighting and get it done  

Yeah it feels like there is never a satisfactory age to get this. I'm 29, and hurt my penis when I was 26. Just now the scarring is occurring and changing my penis. This forum will give you a lot of good info and you will eventually get better. Check out the survival guide that's pinned. L carnitine for me personally worked wonders with resorting sensation down there.

My case came on alot like yours did, just at a different spot and started in November 2019 and were about the same age, so I know what you are saying about being too young for this.  Unfortunately, there are far younger that get it and have to deal with it in their teens and twenties.  Hang in there.  Don't give up, you can get better even without surgery.  It is possible, but its a marathon, not a sprint.

D1990m & bustedchubb – of course you are right - the earlier you start, the more dramatic it is for you.

I want to avoid surgery. There must be some way to improve in other ways.

Giving up is out of the question for me. But mentally it is hard to motivate yourself again and again.

It feels like a bad dream that I dream every day.

Trust me man you're in the right place. We're all here going through it exactly same way as you. This disease must have been designed by satan him self. I hurt my self 3 years ago by having sex. All I got first year was a little lump and that didn't progress for 2 years. I was through the roof happy that I made it out with just that. And this January out of nowhere I lost sensation and the penis started to twist and turn. To this day I'm depressed beyond belief but I'm doing everything I possibly can.Watch NEOV channel on you tube. He has incredible advice on ved and traction. Also get on a very low carb diet. It helps the progression. It's going to take time and patience. But invest in even cheap penis pump and get the blood flowing. Also when you're watching a movie on the couch do traction by hand. Just stretch that scar tissue as much as you can.