Introduction:Hello. My name is Daniel and i am a 17 years old guy from Romania.

My story:

My first encounter with the peyronie disease was 2 years ago,when i hurt my penis during a sexual intercourse. I had no pain at all and no symptoms until late 2018 when my penis started curving to left. It was pretty much mild so i didn t really freak out. 1 year later the curve hits 30 degrees..and it just stops. It never got any worse since then but i lost some of my penile length..2 centimeters to be more precise. I had never been a well endowed guy..i was just above average..now i am average and fighting with depression and anxiety. I havent approached girls since then and i doubt that i will ever find a girlfriend anymore..and let me tell you why. I could live with that curve and the loss of girth and length on condition it wouldnt get worse...

Until last week when i wake up during my sleep with a big erection and just freaking moved for no reason..and my erect penis just hit my pants..i felt a disconfort but didnt hear a pop nor feel pain...i was kinda sleepy too.
Since the next day i started having some mild pain in my glans and  a frequent aching feeling..i realised i f...d up because this is Nothing like what happened two years ago..and i now have 2 lumps on the upper part of my penis where i also hit it by the way. My penis was curving a little up but now i feel like it got a little worse..and i realise that if i injured thid part too..in a few months my penis might curve up too..and it might be more severe..so there would i be...a guy with probably  0 erections...a really small penis both in girth and length( once again i am average so if i am going to lose any length im damned)

I never got any treatment for the other painless injury which caused my left curve.


My problem:I do not have any money to do anything about it..nor do my parents which i haven t told anything about this condition just because i am too ashamed. They see me depressed everyday and wonder whats up with me. I sincerely think about killing myself many times when i break down in tears thinking about my future. So my question is... would there be anything that i could do to slow down this stuff until i am 18 years old and can legally get a job..the thing is that i also have to go to school but i don t care . I will sacrifice my free time just to earn some money whenever i can so that i can hopefully go to an uro and get a traction device or something.
If there is any romanian people here do you have any recommendations about some urologs that specialise in peyronie in our country?



The end: I realised that i am not going to resist the bad thoughts in my mind if i dont talk to anyone about it so i made the courage to make an account on this forum.I don t want to end my life just because a trash disease got me depressed as well. I want to fight it with all i can...but there s just no option for me to do anything until i hit 18.



If you read this all...thank you
I dont think that anyone ever cared about me enough to give me some of their time.

Hey daniel2222! there is a place where you can go close to your country that might be able to help you out.

https://www.savaperovic.com/

Have you heard about them before? Do you think you would be able to go there and report back to us with what you thought about them?

Hi and thanks for answering. Im not sure about it as i am an underage so i dont know if i can travel alone. Tho i would love more than anything to try it  .

Thanks for that website but do they only do surgeries ?Shouldnt that be the last option?



I was also wondering if there are any people on this forum who chose not to treat peyronie until it was really late.If so did you manage to improve your symptoms

It is hard to answer yours last question. There are many guys who did nothink and got total spontaneous resolution. They are guys who got spontaneous resolution to some degree. And they are guys who youst stabilize and there a "rare" type od guys who never stabilize. I am 6 mounths in this crap so i dont know how will this ends up. Some guys got spontaneous resolution even after 2-3 years. Im poor too. I use suppliments and penimaster pro ( traction device ) and do cardio training and strenght sometimes and i take antidepresants smoke cigaretes and weed. Im 22 years old and yes this sucks too much. When you have 60 years at least you can say i had great sex life and now i can still have it but different. The truth is you never know how this will end. For exemple you may be cured with doing nothink .... If you dont have money right now watch NeoV YouTube videos. He shows how to heat up and stretch penis for free...  Supliments and traction are not that much expensive. Problem are injections and surgery at least in my country. For that i dont have money .... expensive penimaster pro set plus 3 years of suppliments are probably cheaper then just one injection.. just lol. I had really bad chilhood.. father left , family members died , collage failed because of depression.... But when you got some " desease " that really bothers you and they dont want to help you do free ? I mean this world sucks. I used to think that medicine was there to help people... But now i know that this world is dark place. All is about money... I didn't ask much from life but this crap is destroyng me. At least i wanted normal job , wife , children AND NOT TO LIVE IN FEAR EVERY DAY... but yea i am still fighting ...what else we Warriorsi can do then fight ?

Wow... Inkignito your answer actually hit me really hard.


I First of all let me tell you, now i kinda feel like a kid whining about it when i hear what you had to go trough.I have depression too so i know how bad life is and how much you might want to die sometimes.I have that too.I am really really sorry and it made me drop some tears reading what you've gone trough.You have all my respect for being so strong.You had a hard life but you are so strong if you manage to go trough all of this.You have all my respect brother.I also wish that i could get a job(my biggest dream is to become a software engineer ..and i mean a good one but i have to finish highschool and college first..which means 5 more years ...that kinda sucks..this is why i need to find some part-time job to get some money.I also dream the most about having a family right now..which is kinda hard to think about .I doubt there are many girls that would understand this and keep staying with you when there can find someone better- I DO NOT JUDGE I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND IT AND THEY HAVE ALL THE RIGHT TO DO IT...thinking about it even a lot of men would leave a girl just because she might have some "flaws"...this is how world works..you need to be really lucky to find someone to love you


II The thing is that i have thought about everything that you said..I also thought that ye if you are older and you get it you could still be like : "Yeah i had a nice sexual life" .I know that i am young and im not sure if i'll ever accomplish a "decent sexual life" but i learned not to judge anyone.This f*cking disease is hell ...be it for a 17 years old for a 60 years old .It doesn't matter. NO ONE should go trough this even if they are old or young.The thing is that as a younger guy...i am scared..perhaps more scared than a mature man would be. I don't know how to embrace it and my depression makes it all worse.I am going to try to put money aside and hopefully manage to get a traction device soon and perhaps some supplements( Any good over-the-counter supplements? That don't require prescribtion? if you know about it let me know please).Thank you for suggesting me NeoV . He is indeed a life saver.


III I just hope that i can slow the symptoms until i can do something about it..and if i get into a really bad stage i hope that i can improve it with heat therapy...some traction hopefully and idk what else.
THANK YOU for the encouragement you sir are a real fighter and i'd really like to talk to you more in the future.I hope that you get all you want in life...you deserve happiness.

The ESL40 is a very inexpensive traction device.