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Really depressed
« on: March 26, 2020, 03:49:27 AM »

Hey I'm 20 and have had this for about 4 months now (noticed it 1st of December last year) and I am super bummed out about it. I have no pain and I can still get fully erected really easily but now my penis curves upward towards the end at 35 degrees. The doctors tell me that since it causes no pain and still works I shouldn't worry unless it continues to change. The curve hasn't changed since then but it still looks really bad and I can't picture myself using this thing. This condition is really killing me inside and I have wasted so many hours throughout these past few months staring at my erection in the mirror hoping to be okay with the way it looks but I just can't.

This has made me really depressed and I have lost all hope. Before this happened I was comfortable with my body for the first time in my life. I used to be really out of shape and decided 3 years ago to start taking action to change that and towards the end of last year I was finally happy with the way I looked and decided to put myself out there. This led to me losing my virginity and that caused me to get peyronies. I don't remember any pain at all during the sex but I was drunk so my erection probably wasn't 100% firm and got bent during act or something I don't know. So now I'm not comfortable with my body again because my dick is disfigured and probably wont fit in a vagina. I was so happy to finally start my life but then this happens right away and ends it. I guess I'm just not supposed to be happy I guess. I kinda wish I never improved my life because then I wouldn't have gotten with that girl and broken my dick

I'm thinking of trying to get a doctor to recommend me to a urologist but I don't see what they can do about this. From what I've read there's really nothing you can do about this except surgery and injections which both have a chance of just making things worse. I don't want to get Erectile Dysfunction too. Modern medicine allows doctors to perform laser eye surgery but they can't fix a bent dick.

Sorry for the rant I just wanted to let this out somewhere.


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Re: Really depressed
« Reply #1 on: March 26, 2020, 05:45:47 AM »

Hi GB, I’m sorry this has happened to you but glad you found this forum.  Be sure to read the survival guide, there’s a lot you can do to improve, and hopefully w time reverse, the condition!  Pentox, low dose nightly Pde5i and traction can all work to remodel the plaque to healthy tissue.  BTW an upward curve can actually hit your partners erogenous zones more directly.  Def get a referral to a specialist and take careful measurements as described in the guide.,3180.msg44057.html#msg44057
Hang in there!
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.

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Re: Really depressed
« Reply #2 on: April 14, 2020, 06:26:02 PM »

Hey mate, I'm 25, I have a bent dick, I also have a girlfriend, I also have sex with her... You get the message... life is not over just because we have Peyronies Disease. I definitely don't have all the answers as I'm a real newbie, but I just wanted to say that if you NEVER have sex again, it WON'T be because of your bent penis... how we view ourselves is important. You are not broken. You are also not alone
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