Since I was a young boy I had
congenital curvature. 10 degrees both downwards and left side. 7 months ago I fractured my penis and now I am looking at a 30 degrees angle. (left side). My shaft goes straight for two inches, then makes this sudden maneuver and tip of my penis looks left. This is a new thing for me. I don't know if it will get worse over time (my doc says it's not peyronies since I don't have fiberous scar tissue-at least yet-) but I am kinda okay with it. Except, I am not in a relationship right now. I don't have sex since the penis breaking incident 7 months ago. Not that I avoid contact with women, I'd love to have a relationship in fact.
But, the problem is, I don't know the limits of a bent penis. I always assumed it would look bent, not feel bent too. But it does. When I masturbate, I hold a different penis. It doesn't feel like mine. It feels deformed, sensitive, strange... I don't know how to describe it but somehow I get the feeling you guys already got what I mean. Anyways, since my pain is gone and my erectile function is still very good, I thought "why not masturbate with a condom?" like practicing. Or I wanted to test something, to see if it feels "normal". It didn't. Condom felt so fricking strange. It felt like I was trying to put condom on a rock hard banana. When I reached the curvy point, I felt pressure down there. Like it was going to break once more! Then I thought even putting a condom feels risky -I dont know of if it really is- can you imagine having sex? I don't even think I can focus on the sex, my main focus would be not breaking it.
Anyways, I ejeculated and removed the condom. During removal, I felt a slight pain on my fractured area. After my experiment I can'T help but think my first intercourse with a curved penis. I am not only worried for myself. My last girlfriend mentioned my 10 degree
congenital curve sometimes caused pain for her. Now I have an untested 30 degree 7.5 inches long penis. I feel like even if I feel very natural during sex, my increased curve may put my future partner in pain. Now I ask you: what does it feel like? Did you go slower, more controled? Did you become nervous? Was it painful for your partner?