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Patientxyz1992

Hello guys i hope all of you are doin fine, i started my journey with Peyronies Disease with jelqing injury 7 years ago, i discovered this forum not so long after my initial injury, after injury my mind was plaqued with idea of my sexual dysfunction, i was depressed, my dick was constantly in my mind, like lot of fellas here i developed obssesive compulsive cock disorder in which i monitor my d... everyday, i was depressed everyday and i was looking for cure....but recently something happend, few months ago i had attack of heart tach in whic my heart flip flopped like fish in my chest, surley i tought thats it , goodbye life, but  thanks god nothing happend, after this incident my d... problem was shadowed with my heart anxiety and now i dont look at my penile injury as tragicaly as before and i am horny more than ever and not depressed anymore, i just want to say to all guys who are thinking about ending their life over this, just take two steps back and try to occupay your mind with something else and not Peyronies Disease and im sure you will feel better about this,  you cant change reality but for sure you can sculp your mindset and percepcion  about things, so try to do your best, take care!
29 years old with injury induced Peyronies Disease - 7 years ago
Straight erections but easy to lose and hard to fill with soft glans
No morning erections
been depressed but not anymore
The biggest problem with my Peyronies Disease is loss of sexual desire.

popopo

True, but it would be nice to take girls home and not have to dissapoint them and never have them call back after sleeping with you. I wish this was a "guys thing" like women will try and convince you. Truth is that at a certain point yoh simple run out of options to ever find happiness. Yes, I tried eating puss and using my hands and that's nice and they like it. But there's SOO many women who will literally say "but I wanna be filled too" and having to go from my original 17/18cm to now barely 15cm I now fall in just average category and I'm thin (always was thin, but even thinner now) as well and girls seem to mind that even more. I try to not think about it every day, but whenever I start dating again, my positive mindset and confidence don't suddenly make my problem dissapear. After a couple of fails you'll kinda start giving up. I may be a moron, but at this point I'm almost thinking that I might only ever be able to keep a girlfriend if I either F~@< her with a big dildo (which most girls dont like as much as the real deal) or let her cuck me with other guys lol. I don't think I could psychologically cope with that, while at the same time I couldn't even blame any woman that cares about sex to wanna F~@< men who have normal functional and preferwably large dicks. I'm sorry for your heart problems though. Must be a scary experience. But just because death is worse doesn't mean this stuff isn't frustraring as F~@< too. Suicide may not be the answer, but being forever alone or having a girl settle for you saying crap like "aww baby I dont care about your broken little dick, I love you for you" isn't exactly good for mental health either.
Age: 25
Date of onset: 17
Symptoms: sharp pains, numbness, change in shape/size, hourglassing and discolaration from jelqing/VED usage as a teen. Diagnosed with a venous leak and possible scarring.
Treatments tried: cialis, pentox and VED didnt help

Patientxyz1992

Popopo i know for sure  that i lost a lot of days and lot of tears becouse of Peyronies Disease, bigger is better idk some woman prefer smaller dicks , lot of them preffer bigger, lot of them dont care, but if you hang on one aspect of sexuality , there are lot of aspects, people can orgasam without even touch themselves, in the end you could have perfect dick but you could be asexual(there are a lot of people like this) , guy neo from this board have a good aditude and i think that mindset is more important than anything, ofcourse if you habe 2 inch scarred cock it would be difficult(but possible) to have a good mindset but with 6 you could be the king of the world if you let yourself accept this and overcome it, i talked with my friend who said that he is turned on more than anything with cuck fantasys( but he says he would not do it with his gf and he doesent have Peyronies Disease), and i think a lot of people are turned on by This fetish (even myself), but for example using toys on girl would just turn me on so i could be even more perverse with them i would let them suck my dick and eat my ass etc and f'~c<+d them with dildo and after that with my cock, or let her ride the dildo and put my dick in her mouth, thats not bad-thats not bad at all in my book , lot of guys analize tomuch what woman wants and forget what they want and ironicly thats the thing that woman wants -you to know what you want, and btw without some kind of connection and telling truth upfront with girl(i would tell i have a bit of problem with erection) you cannot get involved in sex if you are not chilled  , just my 2 cents
29 years old with injury induced Peyronies Disease - 7 years ago
Straight erections but easy to lose and hard to fill with soft glans
No morning erections
been depressed but not anymore
The biggest problem with my Peyronies Disease is loss of sexual desire.

Patientxyz1992

One more comparison- i could have a perfect girl(cute face nice titties) and if she is conservative and not so sexual i wouldnt have as remotly good time as with some ugly horny hag , i also f'~c<+d brutifull perverse girls but perverse hag beats conservative beauty 10/10, so while not perfect additude is everything...
29 years old with injury induced Peyronies Disease - 7 years ago
Straight erections but easy to lose and hard to fill with soft glans
No morning erections
been depressed but not anymore
The biggest problem with my Peyronies Disease is loss of sexual desire.

popopo

It's tough. Most women don't "need" big dick, but they won't settle for small if they have other options. Very rarely will a girl even be comfortable using toys and all that. I think the largest group of people just wants a serious relationsship with someone that sexually satisfies them in any way without assistance of toys or other partners. Sure, some people might settle. But often people like "vanilla" sex with a partner that makes them feel good in any way. Makes it tough when PIV is not enjoyable anymore.
Age: 25
Date of onset: 17
Symptoms: sharp pains, numbness, change in shape/size, hourglassing and discolaration from jelqing/VED usage as a teen. Diagnosed with a venous leak and possible scarring.
Treatments tried: cialis, pentox and VED didnt help