My pecker works!!

[samsung]

I just made time with a pornstar gents. Yes, I paid for it in case you're wondering. Yes, it was very very expensive.

But my ding dong works! And she wasn't scared of the monstrosity or anything. I explained the whole humiliating situation to her. She was very understanding.


Said, "I've seen every shape and size there is. If you're going to have it curved anywhere, that's a good place to get it." Told me she knows a couple people in porn that have implants. Interesting.

I took it slow. Started out behind and that kind of freaked me out because I was afraid it was going to snap. She started backing up on me and I got scared. Finished missionary. Trying to figure this all out. Sort of a test drive if you will. She blew me and started to go too fast and I got scared too. This is tough to figure out because I feel like I'm jogging with a broken leg. I have no idea what is going to make it worse. Figuring out the limits of your dick now is a strange business. If this was 5 years ago I would have humped her until she couldn't talk good.

Afterwards I talked to her for like 30 min. with the condom still on. I did not think leaving it on after was a big deal because it didn't hurt. But when I looked in mirror while taking it off it was bent in a different direction than normal and seemed more hourglassed than usual. Like the condom was pinching it? Hopefully that is not permanent and is just a vagary of experience. I read here that sometimes people's dicks get weird after sex and whatnot.  

[Pfract]

Why didn't you told her to take it slow and gentle? You could have communicated it no problem to her..  

[samsung]

I did. She did. She was pretty restrained.

[skunkworks]

Glad you had a satisfying experience mate and the method of it seems a good idea to be honest, no pressure to perform if the person is paid to be there.  

[samsung]

Exactly! I thought of her as training wheels

It wasn't exactly satisfying. There was no love or intimacy/connection of course. But that wasn't what I was expecting. I just wanted to see if the thing worked and what its limits are. It makes me lean more in the direction of implant in future. But we'll cross that bridge...

My deformity is not that great. 30 odd degrees. But I can't see sitting around for years waiting for it to get worse and I also can't see having a relationship in future where I have to beg a woman to be careful with me. I want to slam ass for lack of a better description. I would think an implant is the only solution there. You can't do it in every position and not be intensely mindful of injury, etc. Only missionary and being terrified of penile fracture is not my idea of a good time and/or longterm plan.

But that would be another thread (what to expect performance-wise with an implant I mean).

[TonySa]

Congrats on your experience bring successful!

[samsung]

Thanks Tony. Hope you are doing well yourself. You recovered pretty quick. Seems like it is going well.

[diehardpatriot]

Good for you man. I would avoid condoms. I think they put pressure on the penis as a whole and squeeze it too much. This is fine for people without scar tissue. But for those with scarring prone to re injury I'd avoid them IF you can. This doesn't mean having unprotected sex. It means taking the other pre cautions and avoiding condoms  IF POSSIBLE  

[TonySa]

Oh my, I've never heard of condone creating any problems, it was probably just using it that influenced the shape temporarily...there's the whole STD thing and I'd think infections are more likely to aggravate Peyronie's.

[diehardpatriot]

Yes tony I don't recommend un protected sex . But I'm my experience a condominium has aggravated my scar tissue and caused pain. It's too much pressure