in my case, only resizing is important

Quote from: 305made on Today at 10:24:00 AMLost" by Charles Bukowski


they say that hell is crowded, yet,
when you're in hell,
you always seem to be alone.
& you can't tell anyone when you're in hell
or they'll think you're crazy
& being crazy is being in hell
& being sane is hellish too.

those who escape hell, however,
never talk about it
& nothing much bothers them after that.
I mean, things like missing a meal,
going to jail, wrecking your car,
or even the idea of death itself.

when you ask them,
"how are things?"
they'll always answer, "fine, just fine..."

once you've been to hell and back,
that's enough
it's the greatest satisfaction known to man.

once you've been to hell and back,
you don't look behind you when the floor creaks
and the sun is always up at midnight
and things like the eyes of mice
or an abandoned tire in a vacant lot
can make you smile
once you've been to hell and back.
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This is how I feel , but I feel trapped in hell, been trapped here for to long . How can an existence so miserable have any meaning ?

Not suicidal or anything I just can  really
relate to that  writing by Charles Bukowski.

How often do you jerk off and do you think it's somehow improving or deteriorating your condition?

An implant can help a man regain some or all of the size they lost from Peyronies Disease.  I am just an average example, but I lost 2" from Peyronies Disease and regained 1" from my implant.  How it does that is very simple.  It stretches the penis when the implant is inflated.  In fact, the discomfort from that stretching is the main focus of men in the first few months after receiving an implant.  Even in the "deflated" state, it continues to exert stretch because the penis never completely shortens like a penis without an implant.

Rarely have men reported a gain of girth or length that exceeded even their Pre-Peyronies Disease measurements.

There is no absolute guarantee that an implant will regain size, but any high-volume implant surgeon will usually guarantee that you won't lose any size during surgery.  You asked the question : If men are not guaranteed to regain their size, why "people's enthusiasm for prosthetics"?

The main reason that penile implant has the highest satisfaction rate of any treatment for Peyronies Disease and/or Erectile Dysfunction is found in a list of benefits:

1.  Totally addresses any current or future Erectile Dysfunction issues.  You can have a hard penis on demand as often and for as long as you and your partner desire.

2.  It stops the continuing loss of size that often occurs from Peyronies Disease and Erectile Dysfunction

3.  It straightens any deformity, including bends more significant than 90 degrees, dents, and hourglass deformities that often make sex impossible or risky.

4.  It makes spontaneous sex possible without planning, prescription pills or injections, VEDs, cockrings, etc.

5.  It typically gives you at least some gains of the size you lost from Peyronies Disease or Erectile Dysfunction.

6.  Since no nerves, blood vessels, or tissue of any kind is removed, the results are a penis that feels very natural to the man and his partner, even during oral sex.  That means the sensation to the man is also the same. Many partners never know a man has an implant unless he brags about his capabilities.

7.  You have the added benefit of being a shower instead of a grower, so you are significantly bigger in the flaccid state ie, You never shrivel up in cold water.

8.  The surgery is usually performed as an outpatient, and actual surgical time, including prep time, is under 40 minutes.

now about 15 cm and thin, if prosthetics does not return +2 cm and normal girth, I don't see the point in this

Lost" by Charles Bukowski


they say that hell is crowded, yet,
when you're in hell,
you always seem to be alone.
& you can't tell anyone when you're in hell
or they'll think you're crazy
& being crazy is being in hell
& being sane is hellish too.

those who escape hell, however,
never talk about it
& nothing much bothers them after that.
I mean, things like missing a meal,
going to jail, wrecking your car,
or even the idea of death itself.

when you ask them,
"how are things?"
they'll always answer, "fine, just fine..."

once you've been to hell and back,
that's enough
it's the greatest satisfaction known to man.

once you've been to hell and back,
you don't look behind you when the floor creaks
and the sun is always up at midnight
and things like the eyes of mice
or an abandoned tire in a vacant lot
can make you smile
once you've been to hell and back.
—————————————————————————————————————————

This is how I feel , but I feel trapped in hell, been trapped here for to long . How can an existence so miserable have any meaning ?

Quote from: Pfract on Yesterday at 11:41:28 PM305made:

You are taking steps to address this, and that is very nice. Many men don't and just wait for their condition to further worsen. Normally people say nice things about Dr. Karpman, so there is a chance you will be in good hands.
    One of things i try to tell folks in your position seeking help on the forum is for them to try and start with the basics on properly diagnosing their condition, so they rule out common risk factors and hopefully narrow the cause down of their Erectile Dysfunction. That way they can pursue the most adequate treatment.

Stay strong and stay with us!

I don't know Pfract .

Things are just getting to much for me to handle , life has already thrown to many crazy things my way , my whole Peyronies dick problem experience has been more traumatizing , than most of the other things that have happened to me . My life experiences have already put me in a small minority of people my age , and this stupid Peyronies or fracture whatever it is had been the cherry on top .

I've been without anywhere to live in the past , family issues , you name it .

I also have this other issue  going on where my 
my bottom lip twitches uncontrollably . It's been doing this non stop for like 2 years now . Makes me insecure in public .
I have to go to a Nuero surgeon because I had a spinal MRI that showed possible kyphosis . And spine abnormality's . 

At this point I will do whatever it takes to get a functional dick back . I feel robbed of my man hood it's insane .

My girl unexpectedly tried to give me a BJ and it was a soft hard . So hopefully she doesn't judge me to much about that.

Idk I'm Kinda worried .

My medical insurance states if there's physical evidence that Erectile Dysfunction has a provable physical cause , they can cover whatever treatments that  pertain to fixing the issue that's causing it .

So maybe there's some hope for me . My parents aren't worried about my situation the slightest bit so. It's just me and my brothers from this forum.

I had a Nesbit surgery that took away my length and girth.
I continued to lose length and girth because of the Peyronie disease.
The implant gave me greater girth then I had before the implant, but was only able to give me part of what I lost from the surgery.
I had an implant to restore length and girth, but also because I was unable to maintain an erection for more than 10 minutes.
Hope this helps,
StepOne

Quote from: IwillbeatPD on Yesterday at 05:04:42 PMWhat all have you tried so far?

They usually say before an implant you should have tried things like VED, . I tried all of the above and my condition continued to worsen. I was able to get a strong erection with tadalafil, the problem was that hourglass and narrowing was so bad it wasn't safe to attempt sex. My dick wasn't stable enough and hinged. If I didn't have the hinge, I absolutely would have explored other options. You really have to consider an implant on a case by case basis. If your dick is stable enough to have sex, you shouldn't get an implant.

"Traction, heat, pills and then injections"

What I've tired :

Haven't tried traction to be honest , not sure if it will work with the angle like I was telling you because it's almost vertical with my stomach . Never thought the angle was odd until I realized a more straight dick is better for sex .

And when you say the angle can be fixed separately wdym ? Is there a way for it to go from 175 degrees erect angle to something like straight , so I can do other positions ? That would be cool .

Pills :
Pills don't work to well either I could probably barley have sex with them . If I tried it might be embarrassing .

Personal thoughts:
It's hard to assess how good my erections are because they are all on a lackluster scale of subpar soft hard if that makes sense . Maybe if the pain goes away I will see improvement or something . But in my past experiences I go soft very quick in the middle of it all. Or I go soft inside . Even with the pills , the pills might get me to barley functional when I used them . I'm trying to be as level headed as possible when I explain my symptoms .

Injections :
Not sure if I could do injections with all the pain I have been having down there . If there's already scarring in theory doesn't that just make it worse with the injections ? Maybe I would try if I wanted to hide the issue from my girl .


Traction:

Im not sure if traction will work either with my angle , and the pain. I noticed the traction devices mount on the pelvis where the dick connects. So with the angle and pain  not certain how this will be compatible .


I've tried heat consistently for like 3 ish weeks but stopped I feel like it helped with pain a little . I need to start again, to see how it goes . I've read about hyperthermia treatment for Peyronies . But I kind of want to be able to measure the rice socks temp before putting it on my area .


Other thoughts :

Maybe I'm being impatient because I'm young and have a pretty bad case and all that .

But I heard if the ultrasound shows scarring that stops erections from happening , insurance will cover an implant for me basically .

And it's really just the pain that's been on a torturous level constantly without going away for years , it's became apart of my identity now .


Recent sexual experience :
My girl tried to give me a BJ unexpectedly and I had kind of a soft hard on hopefully she doesn't judge me to much because I wasnt rock hard or whatever .

And with the angle I feel like a lot of females are uneducated about that stuff. Because she tried to pull my meat up until it was vertical with the ceiling .
It doesn't go up like there's the resistance or whatever .
So it definitely hurt when she did that . 

So now I'm worried she's gonna not wanna be with me because I wasn't that hard during the BJ , idk maybe I'm just in my head to much .

But yeah thanks for the suggestions bro . It's always good to talk to someone who understands .