Quote from: 305made on Today at 10:24:00 AMLost" by Charles Bukowski
they say that hell is crowded, yet,
when you're in hell,
you always seem to be alone.
& you can't tell anyone when you're in hell
or they'll think you're crazy
& being crazy is being in hell
& being sane is hellish too.
those who escape hell, however,
never talk about it
& nothing much bothers them after that.
I mean, things like missing a meal,
going to jail, wrecking your car,
or even the idea of death itself.
when you ask them,
"how are things?"
they'll always answer, "fine, just fine..."
once you've been to hell and back,
that's enough
it's the greatest satisfaction known to man.
once you've been to hell and back,
you don't look behind you when the floor creaks
and the sun is always up at midnight
and things like the eyes of mice
or an abandoned tire in a vacant lot
can make you smile
once you've been to hell and back.
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This is how I feel , but I feel trapped in hell, been trapped here for to long . How can an existence so miserable have any meaning ?
Quote from: 305made on Yesterday at 03:25:10 PMAppreciate the journal I'm gonna keep reading and take notes.
Quote from: Pfract on Yesterday at 11:41:28 PM305made:
You are taking steps to address this, and that is very nice. Many men don't and just wait for their condition to further worsen. Normally people say nice things about Dr. Karpman, so there is a chance you will be in good hands.
One of things i try to tell folks in your position seeking help on the forum is for them to try and start with the basics on properly diagnosing their condition, so they rule out common risk factors and hopefully narrow the cause down of their Erectile Dysfunction. That way they can pursue the most adequate treatment.
Stay strong and stay with us!
Quote from: IwillbeatPD on Yesterday at 05:04:42 PMWhat all have you tried so far?
They usually say before an implant you should have tried things like VED, . I tried all of the above and my condition continued to worsen. I was able to get a strong erection with tadalafil, the problem was that hourglass and narrowing was so bad it wasn't safe to attempt sex. My dick wasn't stable enough and hinged. If I didn't have the hinge, I absolutely would have explored other options. You really have to consider an implant on a case by case basis. If your dick is stable enough to have sex, you shouldn't get an implant.