Hi!
Ive had complex about my penis for about 10 years now which has lead me never having a proper sexual intercourse. Im almost 30 now and Im tierd of igoring this issue since I reckon it might affect my whole life in terms of relationships.
My previous strategy has been to deny the whole thing, working on my conficence. But everytime I'm getting close to sex, Ive never managed to get a propet erection. I think its mostly because of my conficence concerning its size and look, especially when not erected, but now also when proper erected since its pointing at the roof nowadays.
I started to notice my penis shifted shape for at least 10 years ago, I have memories from when I was 15-17 years old that I was proud of my Penis, it really hung, then something happend (at least I think so). It became a bit disformed, smaller and the curve upwards is something Ive noticed the last say 4-5 years, might have been there longer.
I have no problem mastrubating and getting a full erection to porn. Not sure if the curve is a problem during sex since I never tried. I've mastrubeted to porn almost on a daily basis for 10 years. Ive never felt any severe pain.
Im not sure if the problem is due to conficence and anxiety in general, porn addiction and I'm not sure if my image of my own penis is "right" or if the problem is imaginary. Not sure if I have Peyronies disease but I would be very grateful for your guesses and thoughts on the pics below. What do you say?
The big curve only shows when Im very aroused, howerver the penis feels a bit thinner arund the root with any level of erection. I dont feel any scars or anything, just that it's thinner there.
https://pasteboard.co/JBThoSp.jpg (https://pasteboard.co/JBThoSp.jpg)
It looks perfect to me
Do not worry and enjoy life man
You have a perfectly normal penis, good looking penis, that upwards bend looks totally natural. I'd be stoked to have your penis. I would actually say it sounds like porn watching and masturbating are bigger problems. You may actually risk developing Peyronies through repeated and continual jacking off.
I guess that upwards curve is simply natural, and to quell your anxiety I would simply go get an ultrasound. Don't have a general urologist simply try to find anything by hand, ultrasound will confirm.
I'd seriously consider phasing out masturbation and try doing it very gently if necessary. Over watching porn is for sure a boner killer.
Hope that helps good luck to you
I agree it looks like a healthy normal Penis. Penis' come in all shapes and sizes and natural curves. If your concern w the appearance of your penis has kept you from having sex for years you may want to seek assistance from a sex therapist to decrease your anxiety. Good luck.