Hey everyone. I'm not exactly a new member. I mean I've been on here years back when I was highly upset about my condition. I sort of made peace with it but I more or less repressed it. But it always resurfaces when I think about getting intimate with someone or I think about my future in terms of relationships. I get highly upset and depressed all over again.
So I made the decision that I want to fully embrace this part of me and be around people on this forum who can understand the pains and anxieties of this condition.
I'm 23 and I've had something wrong with my penis ever since an injury I sustained when I was 15. It's not a classical peyronie's condition, rather it's a ring of scar tissue beneath my glans that restricts my erection, reducing it's length, girth, and hardness. Sex is terrifying for as a gay man because of how sex-centric the community can get and I fear I cannot perform with sexual partners. I always felt more like a "top" but rescind to bottoming and this has caused a kind of dysphoria in me.
Anyway, that's the gist about me. I learn a lot here, engage with the community and make new friends. Feel free to PM me :)
Hi, sorry to hear you are still having problems, it must be difficult for a gay top man with a problem penis, have you had any treatment? have you seen your doctor?
falling, that's a good decision to share here your feeling . we can understand you.
best regards!