I have painful erections and it affects my mental health.What do i do?
There has to be a way forward to a sexually successful life, even if sex changes. You have so many years ahead of you man.
Nobody in modern society was meant to reproduce from a biological standpoint. So don't worry about that. We are all sub-optimal.
Does your doc confirm you're scarring is increasing even while sleeping?
This sounds 100% psychosomatic. The trauma itself can be very taxing on your psyche, so while you approach your treatment for the physiological aspect of the disease, but you also need to address the mental health aspects which can be significant, especially since finding support aside from an online forum can be difficult. I went down the road of Hard drugs like you're considering, and I can tell you firs r hand that road leads nowhere.
Whatever it seems better now