I dont know how you guys are coping. I've had this for 2 years since 2020 and this never ends. I think I have ED. As a young attractive 26 year old guy who gets asked all the time why is he single, I don't know what to say anymore. People and friends suspect I'm gay, I have started living like a recluse locked alone in my apartment for days on end. I don't like to look at any person or hot girl anymore or talk to them, it stems from the fact of me being inadequate and I can never have happiness in my life and no future like my other friends. I really really want to love and be loved by someone besides my family at this point. I have never received love from anyone outside my family, certainly not in a romantic way since I wasn't able to be in a relationship. This also is making me feel more and more worthless by the day, since I can never match up to any of my friends.
The other day there was a office party and everyone was socializing drinking and all and I couldn't even do that. I can't see so many happy and smiling faces around me, I'll have to force myself to laugh or pretend to enjoy with them. What's there to enjoy in an office party for me anyways. They'll be going to their spouses, Girlfriends, kids at the end of the day, living a fulfilled life like how men are supposed to and I'll be going to my dumb apartment and will be locked there till I'm called for work next with only sulking to do. I can't endure this forever, something will have to give.
I want to get out of my mindset and this rut, I hate it. There is not a moment in my life except when I immerse myself in other things like watching a movie etc. but I kind of feel I'm trying to escape my own life by diverting myself in work and watching movie. My life is not about me doing work for a company , or watching a movie or YouTube. It's about living my own life. Having my own experiences. I am sending this message to this universe, it better fix me and give me back my life or I'm going to explode one day.
You are not alone, I know exactly how you feel, I don't know why nobody is finding the solution
Bud luck, if by a solution, you mean a cure the answer is because there are thousands of conditions we have no cure for ranging from:
MS, lupus, psoriasis, arthritis, rabies, Alzheimers, Parkinson's, Macular degeneration, hundred of forms of cancer, Alopecia, Crohn's Disease, Cystic fibrosis, Diabetes, Ebola, Schizophrenia, To name a few.
It is not as though no other condition afflicts mankind
I add a pandemic and a war.
Having a disease in 2022 is a hell.
Stick to the therapies - there is a good chance you will see some progress.
Daily 5mg Cialis plus 100mg Viagra as needed pretty much allowed me to resume a normal sex life (although with caution and some positions could not be done).
You'll find a lot of women don't mind that you have peyronies and are happy to be pleased in other ways.
Try and accept the condition - work towards a solution - always remember that in the end you can opt for an implant.
I saw amazing progress from VED at one point.
Hang in there.
J
Thanks for the inputs everyone.