Since I was a young boy I had congenital curvature. 10 degrees both downwards and left side. 7 months ago I fractured my penis and now I am looking at a 30 degrees angle. (left side). My shaft goes straight for two inches, then makes this sudden maneuver and tip of my penis looks left. This is a new thing for me. I don't know if it will get worse over time (my doc says it's not peyronies since I don't have fiberous scar tissue-at least yet-) but I am kinda okay with it. Except, I am not in a relationship right now. I don't have sex since the penis breaking incident 7 months ago. Not that I avoid contact with women, I'd love to have a relationship in fact.
But, the problem is, I don't know the limits of a bent penis. I always assumed it would look bent, not feel bent too. But it does. When I masturbate, I hold a different penis. It doesn't feel like mine. It feels deformed, sensitive, strange... I don't know how to describe it but somehow I get the feeling you guys already got what I mean. Anyways, since my pain is gone and my erectile function is still very good, I thought "why not masturbate with a condom?" like practicing. Or I wanted to test something, to see if it feels "normal". It didn't. Condom felt so fricking strange. It felt like I was trying to put condom on a rock hard banana. When I reached the curvy point, I felt pressure down there. Like it was going to break once more! Then I thought even putting a condom feels risky -I dont know of if it really is- can you imagine having sex? I don't even think I can focus on the sex, my main focus would be not breaking it.
Anyways, I ejeculated and removed the condom. During removal, I felt a slight pain on my fractured area. After my experiment I can'T help but think my first intercourse with a curved penis. I am not only worried for myself. My last girlfriend mentioned my 10 degree congenital curve sometimes caused pain for her. Now I have an untested 30 degree 7.5 inches long penis. I feel like even if I feel very natural during sex, my increased curve may put my future partner in pain. Now I ask you: what does it feel like? Did you go slower, more controled? Did you become nervous? Was it painful for your partner?
What positions do you believe that you could pull off? Just by imagining? If I were you, I would be very careful with sex. It's much easier to injure yourself with a bent dick, the more degrees the more careful you have to be imo. Simple math. You can always try to correct your curve with traction and VED if you don't feel good with your current curve. Ofc you shouldn't do psychical therapy if you got pain so easy like you described. But it's highly possible for you in the future.
All love man
Be sure to start by reading the survival guide. It sure sounds like you have peyronies, a doctor can do an ultrasound to confirm. I'd get started e pentox, low dose nightly PDE5i and VED or traction. You can start w physical therapies just go slow and if pain back off. https://www.peyroniesforum.net/index.php/topic,3180.msg44057.html#msg44057
Godisreal, I think I can handle some soft missionary action. I should be in control of course. Positions where woman doesn't move at all would be good I guess. But I don't know man. The curve feels like it gets tense too much, whole pressure is there at the breaking point. Woman on top is out of my life, forever. But I am scared for handjobs even, you know sometimes women get into it a little bit too much and act like they are shifting gears in a car. I have to warn every woman about my super delicate penis, what a mood killer. Well, I can't know exactly how problematic my bend though, I should have sex first. I hope it won't be too bad.
TonySa, thank you for your advices. My doc seems pretty sure it's not peyronies, but I have my doubts. He told me there was a larger thickend scar tissue before, now it's very small. Besides,I don't feel any pain during erections and my erectile function is not effected at all. All these factors make me think my fracture is healed or still healing without turning into peyronies.
Thanks for posting this. I'm really curious to see more responses, especially from single guys like us. I broke up with my girlfriend right when I started showing symptoms so haven't tried to have sex yet. My doctor said I could, but I think it would hurt and I worry about making it worse. And like you said, having to warn a new girl about my fragile dick sounds like such an attraction killer.
Can anyone else weigh in with their experiences? How was it telling a new partner? Did it hurt? Did it feel different? Did they say they noticed the curve (whether positive or negative)? Did it hurt afterwards or exacerbate your symptoms?
I'd still go to a specialist in peyronies who will do an ultrasound to confirm or rule out peyronies...if it's not I don't know why you have the additional curvature.