Can't masturbate or have sex due to extreme pain, how do I cope?

[Thisismyusername]

Since I was reinjured a month and a half ago I have only masturbated a few times, and everytime I do the pain gets really bad and it lasts for over a week.  So I can't have any sexual release at all anymore.  Even wet dreams hurt.  

How do I cope with this?  I've gone a few weeks without masturbating now and it's really f'^+'ing with my head.  The first week was really hard and I was horny all the time.  Now I'm doing ok a lot of the time but every once in a while I'll get so horny I start feeling sick.  Last night I couldn't sleep at all because I was thinking about sex for hours on end and it was getting me too stimulated.

And by the way, I used to typically only masturbate about 2-3 times a week before I got this condition and was totally satisfied with that.  But almost 3 years of sexual frustration and having to avoid sex and masturbation as much as possible have left me with a backup of sexual urges.  If I could masturbate or have sex 5 times a day for the next week I would.  

[Thisismyusername]

Well I finally gave in and masturbated.  I didn't even have to touch my penis because it was so sensitive and desperate for release.  Now my pain is through the roof again.  I really feel hopeless.  Last time I went through this I had my ex at least.  Now I'm completely alone.  I'm really not mentally healthy right now.  I'm at the end of my rope.  I'm having bad thoughts.  

[Adam]

Hi fellow sufferer, it seems that you have to take a break from thinking about Peyronies Disease. I know its hard not to think about it when you have pain all the time. But you sound very exhausted mentally. Try to do some things, which you really like to help your mind to load his battery. Its hard but you will feel a bit better by doing such things. I have had pain from my Peyronies Disease for a long time too, but its much better now.
With Kind regards

Adam

[skunkworks]

Sorry you're going through such a hard time. My pain didn't last all that long so I'm afraid I never did much research into it and don't have any specific tips for you.

Hopefully some of the members here who have successfully dealt with pain in the past will chime in with some help.

[Old Man]

Thisismyusername:

See my PM to your this date: 1/12/16

Old Man

[james1947]

Thisismyusername

Don't lose hope!!!
Many things are going on in the Peyronies treatments field, you nee to be patient.
I know it is easy to say, difficult to implement, but you are still young and all the future in front of you.

James

[Thisismyusername]

Thanks guys.  I'm just glad to see some people offering their support.  

The good news is I have had some progress since a month and a half ago when I had the inital reinjury.  But I think it might take a while still before I'm back where I was.  I hope in a few months I'll be able to do some of the things I could before - like going running without pain (really helps with my mental health), and masturbating once a week or so without too much pain (really keeps me from going crazy due to no sexual release).  

I'm also having a really really really hard time getting over my ex even though we've already been broken up for 5 months and she has moved on.  I'm just so devastated that this all happened to me in my first relationship and that it basically ruined my relationship.  My ex was really special to me.  

[TheE]

I hated that 3 months of sexual agony, try doing things to keep your mind off sex during the day and at night take some painkillers for sleep. I feel your pain mate, all the best.