Finally had a consultation with Dr Eid

[Sekiro]

Hi guys,

I have been arouns for more than 10 years now, I had another nick and maybe some of you even remember my story.
I had a congenital curvature that turned into a nightmare due to a botched surgery. I had a repair surgery in UK and I ended up dealing with a severe ED. I am 34 and basically I have never had sex (but I am more concerned with being alone). Anyway, I had a consultation with Eid and he suggested to have an implant done.

I struggle to see this as a game changer as I am extremely concerned with how I will feel my penis afterwards. I still have this big lump (but no Peyronies Disease diagnosis) which it may just be surgical stuff. Nobody ever made to make it clear, all I know it's painful and big. It was a suffer finding a mental balance with my penis. Sensation went away and came back. These all aspects I have to keep in mind because of what I got through.


Anyway, I really liked the time Eid dedicated to me but he seems not to have the same concerns about potential loss of sensation. He said it will remove the lump, ok, and then? I am not even sure it can be removed without using a graft. He did not mention it though.

What is really holding me back is the fear of having a penis that, ok, it can stay erect forever, but I am not familiar with. I don't know if I made myself clear but I guess many in here struggled not to hate their penis. It took me years to find a balance and "finding" it again.

Just one more thing, I found strange I was not discharged with a consultation report. Maybe they just forgot about it or it's not something doctors in US do. In both Italy and Germany (the places I lived) doctors always write a report describing the consultation itself, which examination (e.g. an ultrasound) was performed, results, diagnosis, and so on.