9 months of hell but light at the end

[User12345]

In February of this year my ex injured me and ultimately left me due to this.  Stricken with grief and seemingly without help I was at my lowest.  Urologist waived me off and I felt isolated and alone.  Mired in depression I started therapy.  Not being able to come to terms with things I took my care into my own hands and found a local mens health clinic to try the pshot and shockwave.  At the time of looking into this I had a pretty bad curve to the left and I had almost complete numbness.  After my first pshot I notice more warmth and blood flow to the area.  After a month my penis itched for the first time in 7 months.  Since the first went so well I opted for 2 more.  My last being about a couple weeks ago.  Where my injury was located manual traction was difficult so I started to gently bend my erection in the opposite direction after masturbating.  I have also been supplementing but unsure to it's efficacy.  I saw my urologist yesterday which was also a year ago to the day I met my ex.  I showed him a picture of my erection and he said if he had not known my history he would have thought I was normal.  Overall about a 10 degree curve to the left.  He was unable to palp any plaque.  He is referring me to a local doctor for some low intensity shockwave therapy (not the gameday men's health kind but the real deal) to maybe help correct it further.  The doctor did yield to the pshot working on some but not others. All in all this year has been the worst of my life.  Really hoping to put this behind me and go back to some sense of normalcy. 

[Mikel7]

A 10* to the left is not bad at all. Are you sure that you haven't always had a slight curve? Be careful with manual traction as you can aggravate things and cause a new injury. Regular traction with the Restorex or PMP have been proven to work. I read your intro post and I wanted to say that your partner was insensitive and selfish for not staying with you through all of this. There was no real love there and you had no control over your peyronies. Don't ever blame yourself for this and yes life does and will get better for you!   

[User12345]

Thanks for the reply and remembering me. I did have some slight curvature before this. Yea we had sex the night before and everything was fine.  The second I was injured and couldn't perform she had no use for me.  It went from I love you to "who are you?"  I was emotionally devastated.  She has covert narcissism I'm sure.  I remember seeing a small bruise where I later noticed the bend.  I can get spontaneous erections again and they seem to be more or less the same now.  Hoping this more effective shockwave bangs out the rest. 

[User12345]

Also I have been very careful with the manual stuff.

[Mikel7]

Just so you are aware that shockwave therapy hasn't really helped many men here with correcting peyronies.  There have been some reports of erections improving though. It is a big $$$$ for the Dr's.

[User12345]

Well at the moment I'm pretty satisfied with things.  If this can improve any aspect I'll be happy.  The curve is slight and I have no pain or trouble getting an erection.  Also I have hit my deductible this year.