My injury is making me suicidal please help

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Days_For_Hope

It stated with jelqing. I had a superficial fracture of the CS. The I pulled too hard doing manual traction. Then extreme pain with night time erection. Then Valium and some relief. I bent over one day and felt the sides of my penis rip. I've tried heat therapy which only made my scars worse. I'm in constant pain. Daily movements hurt. I can't exercise, only walk when lucky. I was up all night in bad pain. The doctors are now talking about a nerve block. They call it the worst case of peyronies they've seen at Duke. The MRI shows narrowing of the chambers. I have no curve, it's not typical peyronies. Dr. Levine from Chicago said it's impossible
For the sides of my penis to rip just bending over but they did. The pain is everywhere and I'm losing hope. I'm going to talk to Irwin Goldstein on the 4th. Even if he could help me I don't know how I'd ever get there, a plane ride seems unimaginable. The pain is always there, and sometimes it's a 9/10 for hours. The pentox and meloxicam dont help. I'm afraid of a lifetime of disability with my rare injury. My poor parents are helping me through this. My dad rubs my foot when I start crying. Sometimes sobbing 4 times a day. I have 2 therapist and a psychiatrist. I'm on psychiatric meds and resting, but my pain has gotten worse after heat therapy. I just want to move again. Run, jump, play. Not be afraid to sit in a hard chair. Not be afraid of my pelvic floor spasming after an hour on my feet. I don't know what I have or what I did to my tissues, I just want it to get better and have some hope. I want to find love even if no sex is involved. I want to live a life where my mobility isn't so limited. I want that hope back but my mind goes to the darkest places when I'm alone and in pain. I'm reaching out for support. I don't know where else to turn. I don't know what my options are. Shockwave, PRP, nothing at all. I just don't know. It's been 6 months of worsening pain. Someone please help me find hope in this.
33 yo injury to CS 10/21, ripping feeling 12/21 MR/US neg, no plaque, pain (flacid and with NTE) pain in urethra with pee (stricture?) tight tissue of CS near glans, painful tissue left of CS near glans . slight curve left at glans, more so w/ peeing

Bud luck

I'm in a similar situation except that I don't have pain, I do not recommend you to do PRP, I did it and now I'm even worse. I totally understand how you feel, I'm depressed 24h/7, my dick is worse than ever, my narrowing is not stopping, I'm losing my dick
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Days_For_Hope

I'm watching this movie called Crip Camp. It's about a freewheeling camp for the disabled in the 60s. It really cheers me up to see people who are outside of the norm enjoying and finding meaning in their life. It's on NetFlix.  
33 yo injury to CS 10/21, ripping feeling 12/21 MR/US neg, no plaque, pain (flacid and with NTE) pain in urethra with pee (stricture?) tight tissue of CS near glans, painful tissue left of CS near glans . slight curve left at glans, more so w/ peeing

Arthur

I'm sorry to hear that you had to suffer so much...

How are you doing now? Any improvements?
26 year old.

Had multiple penile fractures.

Tried Verapamil injections, Pentoxifylline, Tadalafil, Vitamin E, heat therapy, Castor oil, L-Citrulline, Shilajit, Shatavari, Gotu Kola, Velvet beans.

Lost more than 6 inches.