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Ehiz

Not here to brag or anything, but I'm an attractive guy who has peyronies. Girls actually approach me, make advances, and always stare. But my peyronies is holding me back. The thing is I'm not scared of revealing this disease to any woman. What worries me more is word getting out there that my dick is f'~c<+d up.

I attend a small college in a small town and I feel this is really possible. I don't really have friends and I'm still working on overcoming my social fears and building my social skills so I feel my reputation will get completely wrecked if people get to hear about this disease. Unfortunately I'm still a virgin. This is largely due to social anxiety which has held me back my entire life. Now before anybody says women would have made it easier for me if I was as attractive as I say I am, I live in a conservative country so women hardly make the first move. But they have their ways of showing interest e.g. eye contact, touching their body against you, and all that. And in rare cases they approach lol. And I've gotten positive responses form the ones I've approached but I've always pussied out due to peyronies.  

My plan was to keep working on myself and try approaching women outside my town or try online dating but it
will take some time before I can achieve that. Still trying to raise money to treat this illness to start with and I've actually lost more length. But it just drives me crazy that there are beautiful women who have shown interest in me but I can't do anything about it.

Honestly, I feel my life is wasting away and I'll never be this age again to enjoy the company of beautiful women. But then I still have these fears. What do guys think? Am I overthinking things? Or am I fears legit? How have other guys in this situation dealt with this problem?
20s
Year of Onset - 2012
Bend to the left and downward with pain. Suspected erectile dysfunction.
Currently on coq10 and acetyl l carnitine.
Have limited access to good doctors in my country.

GaussRifle

I am in the exact same spot. Women approach me themselves, want to have sex and I have to come up with excuses all the time. It's terrible.  
26 year old
45-50 degree downward curve with an indentation on one side when erect.
Using RestoreX and Xiaflex injections
Taking coq10 with daily Cialis 5mg.

Ehiz

Ikr. It sucks that something that's natural and comes easy for most men is what we have to avoid and even overthink about. Sometimes I wish I had a switch in my head I could just turn on that will make me to stop giving a F~@< and make a move. Lol. But then again...
20s
Year of Onset - 2012
Bend to the left and downward with pain. Suspected erectile dysfunction.
Currently on coq10 and acetyl l carnitine.
Have limited access to good doctors in my country.

Curvekiller94

Hey man you're not alone I'm going through a similar thing and it is very tough. Since 26, i have been struggling I'm almost 28 now. I still hope for things to get better but for now you must persevere and do what you can. For now in my life that means try to make as much money as I can asap because I need to be able to sit back and figure out other things in my life. I figure if I continue to go to work work out maybe something will get better. If nothing gets better I will get an implant. There are many on this site who out that idea down but frankly It's not a bad route to go if you use top surgeons and if nothing else works for you. There are a lot of hurtles and it is bs but I promise you'll figure out something that works if you try hard enough and do your research and persevere. Hang in there dude  
28 y/o
sex injury - gradually got worse
Hard flaccid, Indentation bottom left close to my body,  mild twist left
28° up 28° Left
official diagnosed @26 peyronies w/pain
Pentox, cialis, NSAID, tramadol(as needed)
Sciatic  pain radiates penis to foo

Ehiz

Hey Curvekiller,

Thanks for the advice man. Like you, I hope to get an implant someday if other treatments don't work out but it would probably take ages before I'm able to afford that. I can't say I'm relieved to know that there are men in the same boat as me who are not having sex with women because of peyronies. However, it helps knowing that there other men surviving through peyronies and it gives me a sense of direction to take.

By the way, mind if I PM you? I got some questions to ask.
20s
Year of Onset - 2012
Bend to the left and downward with pain. Suspected erectile dysfunction.
Currently on coq10 and acetyl l carnitine.
Have limited access to good doctors in my country.

Curvekiller94

I'm sorry I couldn't give you better news, but keep in mind I do not represent all men this is my personal situation. I have read plenty of people with active sex lives with Peyronies. I have a rather large dent and I have multiple curves I have one that curves upward about 30° and I have a curve to the left of about 30°  at the base of my penis and it feels like blood flow is very poor on that side(left side).  

Forgive me I haven't read that many specifics of you hand I'm crazy busy atm.

So, if all you have is some curvature it may be nbd and pain generally resolved within 1-2 years. If I were you I would get a prescription for cialis 5mg daily, and pentoxifiline 2x daily (500 mg I believe I forget what they use in the study). Traction for me wasn't a success I was getting pretty serious pain after restorex and I didn't have time to wear the penimaster pro for that long everyday and it was hard on my ego to do that to myself daily (espically because it causes me pain) I tried for months but kept getting increased pain  
28 y/o
sex injury - gradually got worse
Hard flaccid, Indentation bottom left close to my body,  mild twist left
28° up 28° Left
official diagnosed @26 peyronies w/pain
Pentox, cialis, NSAID, tramadol(as needed)
Sciatic  pain radiates penis to foo

AugustoEC

You are not alone, I have been facing this for 7 years... what has helped me is my faith and conversations with my therapist. Only those who have this disease know how much it affects psychologically. But have faith, be strong!
Since 2015 trying to live with this disease. I tried every kind of treatment or vitamins, ozone injections, except surgery. Nothing helped. Facing negative consequences in the psychological area, such as low self-esteem and lack of confidence.

Bud luck

Guys you all my support, it is hard for me to accept my "new penis" but I still want to live and move forwards. Who knows, maybe in the future they will be able to reduce the fibrosis of the penis, or you can have an implant and at least F~@<. At least if we don't have sex we have risk free for getting sexual transmitted diseases lol
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46