@Prfact thanks for taking time to respond. I’m trying my best to stay calm. I completely understand I’m in the earliest stages of healing, but healing and pain have nothing to do with my issue. I’m very happy there is no infection and that I’m healing pretty fast, although my scrotum is still very sore at day 10. My scrotum swelled and became very painful when I cycled a couple days ago so I gave it a break, continued to rest, ice, heat, hot baths etc.
You acknowledge just from seeing that picture that the tubing is very visible which is not typical. It’s even worse than it looks honestly. If I am laying down or sitting and I put my hand around my shaft my pinky finger and ring finger immediately touch tubing. It would be very obvious to a girl there is something foreign in there. Dr. Kramer only examined me standing up and I admit it’s not as easily felt from a standing position. What I do feel when standing is what feels like a very hard piece of plastic pushing into the side of at the base where my penis meets my pubic bone. If I push on it a little i can move it around. It’s a piece of tubing that rises up high and it’s very uncomfortable and unnatural feeling. The right side doesn’t feel like that at all, it’s nice and smooth which is why I know the left side was not done right. He even said he struggled putting in the cylinder on the left so I’m not sure if that has anything to do with it. He said he could feel the tubing but that i was overthinking it and it could only be felt if I went searching for it. I totally disagree, it’s right at surface. At my next appointment I am going to demand that he examines me laying down where it is most prominent and show him exactly what i’m seeing and feeling. As we all know you don’t only have sex or get blowjobs while standing. Not only does it look strange and feel weird, it’s also very uncomfortable and somewhat painful overall. If it was buried and hard to find I could live with it, but there is tubing that comes up past the base of my penis onto the bottom of my shaft that you can’t miss when touching it. If I’m laying or sitting I get a big handful of tubing anytime I touch my penis, even lightly. The fact that I’m still healing is even more worry-some to be honest. Most likely the more the swelling goes down the more the tubing will be visible and palpable.
To answer your question is it better to have no erection issues even if i have visible tubing? Honestly no. I was able to get good hard erections prior to my implant albeit mostly with the help of Cialis. I could have sex in certain positions with no issue. The reason I opted for an implant was the hourglassing that robbed me of probably an inch of
girth, hard
flaccid, and non-stop painful erections for 5 years. As much as that sucked and drained me on a daily basis, the idea of having a girl i just met grab my dick and get a handful of plastic tubing is mortifying. I can already tell that is going to make me just as insecure as peyronies did. And trust me I do understand your logic, but I was not one of those guys with complete
Erectile Dysfunction who could not get hard. If I was an older guy who has been in a serious long-term relationship with a loving, understanding girlfriend or wife then would the tubing bother me as much? Definitely not. But the fact that I’m 33 years old and single makes wrapping my head around this much harder. Yes there is a large pump in my scrotum that she could happen across, I was prepared for that based on everything I read. Everyone said over and over the only thing that’s different about your penis is the pump in your sack. Other than that nobody would ever be able to tell. but that’s so much easier to hide and disguise. You could even tell her before sex or a blowjob “hey my balls are really sensitive please don’t play with them”. It is impossible to disguise hard tubing that can be easily felt just by touching the penis. And I just hate the excuse that it’s all in my head or a girl would never feel it, or that i only feel it because I know it’s there. If I can feel it she can feel, period.
I’ve read countless implant journals on here and only saw a few mentions of tubing and it was never in regards to it being a serious problem or protruding through the skin. There was one person’s journal, I’m having trouble remembering exactly who it was but they mentioned they could feel a lot of tubing. Hawk replied and said he never had any issues with tubing and could only feel it if he really dug deep and searched around the scrotum. So let me ask you this…. how can my surgery be considered a success if I have the exact same implant as many others on this site yet they do not have the same issue with visible/palpable tubing? Let’s take Hawk’s implant for example, he has a Titan 22cm with no
RTE’s. That is the EXACT same implant I have. If he is not having the same issues I’m having then he clearly had a more successful implant and it was done by a surgeon of a higher caliber. I’ve heard plenty of praise on here for Kramer but after exploring other forums I have seen plenty of patients who had less than satisfactory results with him (pump too high, visible tubing similar to mine etc). It’s nearly impossible to find any of those issues with patients of Dr. Eid. Of course the main measure of success when it comes to a surgery like this is functionally, but esthetics and patient satisfaction should also be a major factor in determining whether or not the procedure is a success. If I’m just trading one insecurity for another then what’s the point?
But I do appreciate the feedback from all you guys and you’re absolutely right there is nothing i could or should do right at this moment. I need to completely heal and reassess in a few months time. My only question is if it’s something I can’t deal with what are my options? Is a revision always a complete replacement of the implant or could i do a minor procedure to hide the tubing? If so I’d be stuck either dealing with the pain and insecurities of having tubing pushing against the base of my penis and protruding out through my scrotum or having to start this entire process over and pray it turns out the way I want. My life always seems to be one problem taking the place of another. I’ll see what happens and keep you posted.