Progression and current state of my peyronies issue

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Hello,

I want to report about my current progress. I have had a primary indentation and curvature from February 2020, almost 2 years ago. first it appeared as a very narrow indentation with lots of pain, loss of penile volume and finally after a few months this ended in about a 20 degree curve which was very distressing, my dick just felt completely awful in my hands, it was not the one I knew and wanted to have. thankfully at that point back in October 2020 it kind of got better, the curve completely resolve over the course of 2 months, the indentation is improved but still there but it was not bothering me anymore and I was really happy and looked forward to normal sex and masturbation.

then in June 2021 a new nightmare, pain right under the glans circumferentially. it started as a tiny indentation, then a curve in the distal part of the penis, about 10 degree but very uncomfortable, not outright painful but in an area this sensitive, it feels tight, it feels like the tissue cannot expand which is in fact the case. then a few weeks later, indentation, deeper than the first on I got.

a hard thick cord appeared that I can feel with my fingers especially in flacid state, it is a cord like structure that wraps around the shaft and is present exactly where the indentation is. since it is quite hard and rigid it is also less elastic and I suspect that it is in fact causing the indentation.

nobody could ever tell me what the heck this is. I have been dealing with it for a while now. I do not masturbate anymore because it does not feel good anymore. I have now lost quite a but of girth and the erection is uncomfortable and not enjoyable at all.

i was so devastated by this because I thought I was over the hill. I never got any proper info or advice, just that I should use a bed and Cialis. in this state I would never attempt to date or have sex. not because I believe I would get laughed at(I do believe this however as my dick looked kind of sad even before this all), it is because I could genuinely not enjoy it and it would be painful(even masturbation and normal erections are without doing anything). I want so much to gain back all the girth I have lost, I sometimes just want to cut out this stupid cord, I can feel the problem with my fingers, I have not found many descriptions like this however. I just want to understand what it is, what is actually going on?

why can I not have a pain free erection without this constriction ring like deformity?

its been half a year now and I have kind of given up on having sex. I started taking a hair loss drug that messed up my hormones pretty good but getting bald has affected my mental health quite a bit and as I am not a candidate for a hair transplant(bad donor and too extensive loss) this is the only thing I can do. in fact, I thought to myself that my dick is so messed up I am not using it anyway so might as well not look like a 50 year old at 20.

however this drug has bumped my estrogen way up, cut my free testosterone in half. after 4 months I lost the ability to orgasm, cum just leaks out there is no pulse, no contraction, if I do not look I would not even know that I had an orgasm. I have also acquired quite severe ED and libido is crashed into the abyss. I reduced my dose by a factor of 15 which is huge if you think about it but no change.

now I stopped but my hormones are still messed up. in addition I find that my indentation got worse as well, I cannot recognize my dick anymore, not by touch at least, when it is in my hand I cannot believe that these changes have such an impact but they do.

I can get off the hormone therapy but the penile girth will not return.

does anyone share this? recurrent issues? a cord wrapping around the shaft causing substantial pain in flacid and erect state as well as loss of girth and some slight curve? honestly feel kind of hopeless.

if the indentation stays that way I might as well go with the estrogens because I will not use a penis that looks and feels like this, I am disgusted by myself. I have worked on my mental health over the past months and I have seen some improvements but its still kind of out of whack. I am continuing to work on this but I dream of having this stuff resolved at some point. but feeling the scar/cord, I understand this will never be because it is such a change in tissue I cannot believe this can ever be reverted back to normal morphology. really depressing
diagnosed with peyronies disease in Feb. 2020
mid 20
tried VED without much success, Cialis and potaba
single

chemistry

Nov 2021 circumferential cord-like swelling after masturbating. slight indent that wraps around where the cord is located, then tapering/narrowing of glans.

don't know what this is or if it'll go away. Slight curve to the left when semi erect.

Bud luck

I completely relate to you, in my case a vasectomy caused me hormonal changes that affected my erections, but the biggest problem was a Trimix injection that caused me a trauma. Now my penis is deformed, I can send a picture for you guys to see how deformed it is
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46