CurveKiller,
You are missing the entire point.
First, you never even bothered to answer my questions which makes me feel you don't care about seeking help. When someone gives you their irreplaceable precious time and uses it to reach out and share information that they hope can change your life, it is beyond self-centered to not respond.
Next, having PE has NOTHING to do with your GF never having an orgasm. All you have to do is take care of her and then let her take care of you. To use her as a hole to take care of yourself is, again, beyond self-centered. Yet, you don't seem to even get that or show any interest in what you can do differently.
In addition, Peyronies Disease cannot make anyone depressed, just like winning the lottery can not cure depression. If you put ANY time into understanding the cycle you are in, you would know that events do not cause depression or joy. It is what we think about those events. There are unlimited clear examples. If someone cuts you off in traffic and you keep dwelling on what a jerk they are, it cannot only ruin your mood at the moment but also ruin your day and cause misery. If you knew, however, they just got word, their child was being rushed by ambulance to the hospital and might be dead before they get there, it changes what you think about the situation. ----- If you get a lump and are certain it is cancer, it negatively affects you even though it is a benign simple fatty cyst. In these two over-simplified examples, nothing changed about what happened. What changed is what you THINK about what happened. A guy with an 8" dick loses 2 inches and is depressed because of everything he thinks (I lost everything, it will probably continue to get worse, I can't dazzle women and give them unforgettable experiences, etc.). At the same time, men with 5" dicks live the lives of players and as mates to women who are hopelessly devoted and obsessed with them.
If you can't understand the triggers, and reject that ONLY YOU can control them, you are not taking responsibility for your situation.
This is NOT a bitch board. It is here for those who want to take responsibility and do something to help themselves or others. It is for those willing to learn and willing to try. Your next post will strongly indicate whether you are ready to change for a better future or whether you decide to shirk your responsibility a wallow in misery, and seek pity.