Sorry for spamming this forum (this topic the first time) with my condition but i just try to find that one person maybe on this forum that has or had a similar condition like me and may help me with an advice... i am sorry and maybe its hopeless but when you think about suicide every day because your penis hurts for the past 3,5 years you try a lot to better your situation.
Shortly said i injured my penis in 2018 and heard a sound but it was no massive hurting and i thought thats no fracture. Skip forward to 2021 i developed some now stable deformity (torsion + curvature) and still deal daily with
flaccid pain that can last for many hours, usually triggered by errections and sex but sometimes just at will.
I dont know what to do.... from what i know with Peyronies Disease usually you have pain during errection (no
flaccid pain) that resolves after 6 months to 1,5 years and then it becomes stable. But i have no big plaques and the worst the pain never stops

I quit smoking long time ago, reduced alcohol to a minimum, eating pretty good, nothing helps

The only thing that helps is abstain from sex and masturbation, but once i have a night full of errections during sleep the pain is back. Nothing to stop it. Even if i become a monk and avoid with iron will any errection i get still errections while i sleep and the circle begins again.
Do you think i have some not healing nerve irritation........or is it all in my head? I am young and dont want to deal with this forever

I feel like my life just started and i dont want it to end now and have written on my gravestone "he was too stupid to masturbate properly.... damaged his little friend."
ANY IDEADS?