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Fubar94

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I think I may have finally found peace
« on: March 02, 2021, 05:24:28 PM »

I have been extremely depressed snd struggling with my masculinity for years now because of peyronies and I even struggle with some anorgasm issues. I also have developed some kinks for small penis humiliation and cuckolding probably because of my misery and kept telling myself I would get rid of em if I could be some kind of super alpha male. But now I found a girl that is insecure herself. She is like me.. she looks confident on the outside but been trough crap with ex boyfriends and never had a guy give her love like I have and actually care for her feelings. Most other guys cheated on her or were selfish even in bed (rarely ate p~$$% while I love it) They also werent good looking and she says my dick is still bigger than theirs was. And now she even sticks with me despite my anger outbursts, joblessness, weed habit, depression, she even wants to roleplay fetish stuff long as I wont shsre her snd I dont want that either. It also helps that she is into Disney, is 30 years old (I'm 26) and is truly ready to settle just like her younger sister. I think if I stay in shape, be confident in my other qualities and rebuild my life I no longer have to worry about dying alone because of this disease. Also.. it may suck if there comes I point I can no longer cum or penetrate. But it will suck either way so at least I would still have her on my side. Now I just hope I can keep this attitude and no longer care about other people's opinions. And if all of this fails I can always go back to being a stoner on government assistance rotting alone and being depressed after trying with her.
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Re: I think I may have finally found peace
« Reply #1 on: March 02, 2021, 06:53:12 PM »

I’m happy for you bro. I’m not sure how bad your case is, but it’s irrelevant if you’re happy with your girl.
An understanding woman is very powerful and it can complete you, almost.
Keep up the good attitude, man, because it’s the right attitude.
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Re: I think I may have finally found peace
« Reply #2 on: March 02, 2021, 09:21:01 PM »

Not that it is relevant, but I did not get the line about Disney.

Good to hear the progress.  I could not be happier for you. I can tell that you have a much more realistic, more positive attitude.  Now you have to optimize your chances of making this work.  Like all relationships, the new will wear off of this, and you have to build a solid foundation that carries the two of you for the long haul.  Work on the things you can, like anger outbursts and a job.
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Re: I think I may have finally found peace
« Reply #3 on: April 05, 2021, 12:50:35 AM »

I am Happy for you! you are such an inspiration. I wish that you get better each day! Fight on!!!
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