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Fubar94

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Losing feeling in glans
« on: February 28, 2021, 08:19:53 PM »

My dumb a$$ urologists keep telling me "Yeah there is minimal damage, but nothing too major, you brought this upon yourself, what is the problem? dick too long? looool, you got a dck to have fun with, it's just pelvic floor tension, etc. etc.". Meanwhile I have been having pain, change of shape, change of sensation and getting worse on and off for years now after a jelqing injury in my teens. I am 26 years old now and losing my ability to even pleasure MYSELF! I get blamed by doctors for not trying and just being insecure while I try EVERYTHING to fix this. The only reason they treat me this way is cause I got wrongly diagnosed with body dysmorphia as a teen. I wish they were right. I wish they realized I no longer worry about size, I worry about completely losing my ability to have sex and I can't even find a doctor who won't ridicule me based on my medical record. How do I deal with this horror situation and why do these fckers keep saying there is nothing to do while I believe I should have been implanted years ago and I would've kept my old (slightly less than) 7 inches and have it function properly. So now here I am.. I tried rebuilding my life and I even have a girlfriend who's understanding, but she can hardly make me cum cause I lost so much sensation as most of the scarring is round the glans. I believe even an implant can't save me anymore at this point. How do I keep living when the time comes I can no longer cum?? And why the heck does this keep progressing while every time I go to a urologist they say "I see no reason why it would get worse"?? Meanwhile even the examination leaves me with pain cause these people squeeze the F outta my dck feeling for plaque so the doctors appointment leaves me insulted, in pain and with the same sh$t everytime. I now have EVERYTHING I want at the moment EXCEPT a functional penis. I think about suicide on the daily even though I promised my GF not to talk about it anymore. How do I cope now that I rarely have sensation in the glans and can no longer have satisfying intercourse or even intense orgasms anymore? I feel like a genitally mutilated female at this point. Is there any way to save my dck?? Or since I don't believe in that anymore (unless regenerative medicine takes it to the next level) is there a way for me to take legal action against the negligence of these doctors? about 8 years back they felt scar tissue, now it developed into something very severe and they still won't touch me or even diagnose me with peyronie's cause it's supposedly not that bad? How is this even possible? Y'all know I been here for years and this is not in my head, I TRULY wish it was, but with the help of my girlfriend and after maturing and trying so damn hard to move on I would have overcome this 100000000000% by now if there wasn't a huge physical issue in the way. Is there any hope for me? I am seriously thinking about just accepting this, only pleasuring my gf with oral, hands, being a good BF, staying in great shape and improving the rest of my "masculinity" and I even ordered a dildo, but honestly none of this feels right. I am venting at this point, but also screaming for help and looking for some hope. Maybe I should just survive for another 10/15 years and hope for dr.Atala or some other doctor to finally be able to truly HEAL my penis, cause that's what I'll need. But the thing is that I'm running out of energy and my anger towards these doctors is growing. I am seriously afraid I might hurt someone else or myself especially once my glans goes all the way numb and judging by the pain I still have even if I completely abstain I don't see how to prevent myself from going insane. I would've gone to a REAL doctor like Eid a long time ago, but at this point I think it's no use plus I can never afford it. I can barely survive this way. I feel handicapped. I lost half an inch in length (doc won't believe me smh) lost a lot of girth too, but the worst of all is the fact my penis feels like a piece of dead skin to me now and the skin is all wrinkly from all the lost volume. I feel deformed and cursed.
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Age 26
Did jelqing, pumping & clamping from abt age 15 until 17. Never had any real issues, until it was too late.
I got a change of shape, sensation, and a loss of volume.
it continues progressing

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Re: Losing feeling in glans
« Reply #1 on: February 28, 2021, 09:00:41 PM »

I'm on the same boat as you, sometimes I'm thinking to get a new girlfriend that hates sex, it will make my life much better. My girlfriend is very sexual and she want it fast, is becoming stressful to have a girlfriend with a high sex drive. I wonder when they will discover a way to repair our damage penis, it has to be a way
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My first symptoms started 18 months ago
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My Erectile Dysfunction is getting worse
I have a girlfriend

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Re: Perder la sensaciĆ³n en el glande
« Reply #2 on: March 01, 2021, 12:16:12 PM »

I felt identified in everything you wrote, it is my life told by someone else.
I ask you a question, are you circumcised?
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30 years,injured at 25 from jelqing.
Slight curve, narrowing and retraction in flaccid and semi-erect.
Loss of sensitivity due to peyronie and circumcision  moderate erectile dysfunction, pain.
I improved the pelvic floor with kinesiology.

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Re: Losing feeling in glans
« Reply #3 on: March 01, 2021, 01:36:53 PM »

Im uncircumcised. I only have hope now for tissue regeneration. Anybody know how many years I'll have to sit out trough hell before I can get life back?
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Age 26
Did jelqing, pumping & clamping from abt age 15 until 17. Never had any real issues, until it was too late.
I got a change of shape, sensation, and a loss of volume.
it continues progressing
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