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Anton36

Hey everyone

   This disease is killing me slowly . I was a good student who has big dreams. I finished my bachelor as a honour student. Then I started to master degree. First year I was so successful. Then peyronie came. I tried to swipped under the carpet about all things which made me unhappy about peyronie. I was good about this swipping operation. After peyronie I was so social I found some girls. Mainly everything was good. During the this pandemia period I am stucking in the home . I thought about how this disease came to my body then I found it. I am 25 years old now. When I was 21 I was drinking with my buddy in the home. Then some of my friend called to home prostitutes. I was little bit drunk. During sex I came so early so I tried to penetrate when my penis semi hard. After sex I didn't  not feel anything pain or etc... In the morning my penis started to burn when I was peeing. I thought I had Std. Then I went to some doctor. But no result... After 1 a year I observed my penis, it was little bit bend around 25 degree. Actually I do not have idea I had this curve before peyronie or not. But the style of injured my penis (with prostitute) it is killing me. I can not understand how was I am stupid. If I injured my penis with my girlfriend probably at least I would feel more innocent myself.
age 25
first symptoms: Flaccid Pain
official diagnosis 2017 after ultrasound
treatments tried All oral drugs

Bud luck

I also blame myself of getting Peroynes, because I chose to inject Trimix into my penis, now I have a deformed penis. Everything happens for a reason.  
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

matty1998

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Wilson

Matty1998, Main reason - the Injury, but serious - Severe Injury within the further wound healing. Genetic predisposition - too rare.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Wilson

Anton36, Мне также тяжело как тебе. Постоянно думаю об этом и постоянно виню себя. Тем более, как видишь - я уже страдаю почти 10 лет и мы почти ровесники. В России, к сожалению - нет специалистов. Думаю, мы скоро выберемся. Ты уже общался с известными американскими специалистами!? Держись, Брат. Дай Бог - всем нам избавиться от этой страшной напасти. Надеюсь, что все будет хорошо. All the Best.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Bud luck

Matty, how screw up I am. If I knew that Trimix could cause injury in the penis I would never done it, every single minute of my day I think about it. Trimix must be illegal, they destroyed my life, I'm getting so depressed, thinking that thousands of men are getting this disease because of Trimix  
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

matty1998

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Anton36


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age 25
first symptoms: Flaccid Pain
official diagnosis 2017 after ultrasound
treatments tried All oral drugs

Wilson

Anton36, Правильно, отдохни в Турции. Но, В Турции, вроде «пейрони специалистов» нет, к сожалению. Там только развита - «пересадка волос» вроде, и все. Пейрони специалисты в основном находятся только в Америке, но туда, вроде сложно попасть и еще, этот дебильный ковид из-за которого клиники принимают только по видеоконсультации либо в срочных случаях. Все - тяжеловато, по идеи. В любом случаи, я желаю тебе всего хорошего. Я, наверно, скоро поеду в Сербию, дабы проверить-поговорить насколько у них развита урология. Проверю и сразу же отпишусь всем - целым постом на этом форуме. Вообщем, удачи.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Bud luck

My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Godisreal

Stop writing in f*cking Russian, lol. There's PM's for that.
As for the self-blame, we all feel it.
I suffer from it too. I think about it every single day. It's mental pain in it's toughest form.
Not sure where I would place the emotional distress caused by Peyronie's, on a scale from 1-10; but it's very, very rough as you guys know.
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

Wilson

Godisreal, sorry to hear about your troubles. Did you talk with some peyronie specialist yet?
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Cesur

It is not your fault bro, Do not worry, it is genetic
Keep Strong
Diagnosed June 2019

Oral Treatment: Colcihine, pentox, Arginine, Ginger Root, planned to start 5mg Cialis

Symptoms: Pain and %25degree curvature, intercourse possible without problem, sometimes ED

matty1998

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Wilson

Matty1998, Hi again. Because I remember that I personally developed it after the severe injury in 2012. If I had a mild injury, I wouldn't have got this stupid disorder. By the way, probably I don't have a peyronie disorder, but a scar tissue. However, anyway it doesn't matter now as I feel very bad and I have a weight of everything now. I feel that my young life is almost destroyed. And such "professors" like a Tom Lue is not able to help. He charged 651$ from me for a video consultation recently and then disappeared. It's seems to me that he is not a serious world legendary professor from San Francisco, but a typical clown. So, I don't know what to do.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Wilson

This_life, he talked with me about viagra and some steroid approximately 20 min (supposed to be 45-60 min) and said "goodbye". I expected more like "come to me and I will cure you" or "let's meet with each other somewhere in Europe to start the treatment etc". In short, this clown wasted my money.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Bud luck

Dr Levine charge $1800 per visit out of pocket, he must be really good
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Hawk

Interesting because Dr. Eid has an office in some of the most expensive real estate in the nation, charges $300 for 30-minute video consultation, and Dr. Eid is world renown.
Prostatectomy 2004, radiation 2009, currently 70 yrs old
After pills, injections, VED - Dr Eid, Titan 22cm implant 8/7/18
Hawk - Updated 10/27/18 - Peyronies Society Forums

Bud luck

I called his office in Chicago, and the lady on the phone told me that was $1800 per visit without insurance, I don't have insurance. Does Dr Eid charge $300 out of pocket, or is with insurance?
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Hawk

Badluck,

Post that question on the implant board and I will answer and delete our posts off of Matty's topic.
Prostatectomy 2004, radiation 2009, currently 70 yrs old
After pills, injections, VED - Dr Eid, Titan 22cm implant 8/7/18
Hawk - Updated 10/27/18 - Peyronies Society Forums

Bud luck

My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Godisreal

Hey can non-American people visit these doctors offices?  
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

Bud luck

They are not better than the European ones, they just pretend they are. I'm from Barcelona, Spain, but I'm been in the USA for 18 years. Honestly, I personally prefer the "experts" there than here in the US, there there are wayyyy cheaper and will do more therapies. Here in the USA I spent  over $700 for theses two "experts" do absolutely nothing. At least when I'm in Barcelona the urologist that I talked to he said he will try shock waves, maybe HA, maybe PRP and all way cheaper.
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Wilson

Isreal, they don't take non-americans due to Covid. Now, they take only via online video consultations and they take American citizens in urgent cases only. However, as I said before I expected from him like "don't worry, after covid we will meet" etc. But, in reality his face was like "don't come to me" and his style of speaking was like he consider this disorder like a joke. It's my opinion after our conversation. Sincerely.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Godisreal

And that was Tom Lue you visited, Wilson?
It's devastating that they don't take it seriously.
Bud Luck, I'm glad that they are more efficient there.
But watch out, because cheaper can sometimes mean he just tries what he feels like and that can end you up worse than now.
I guess sooner or later we all have to risk it, perhaps.
Thanks for the answers, lads.  
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

Bud luck

Godisreal, I'm not saying that are more efficient, I'm saying that they are cheaper using the same therapies. In Europe they use more stem cell therapy, shock waves.... In the US they prefer surgery, is just different approach  
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46

Godisreal

Yeah bro. What do you have faith in? Who uses stem cells? It's a pretty interesting subject/treatment method.
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

Wilson

Isreal, As I said before it was too short video consultation with stupid technical difficulties like a loss of audio for 651$. However, we talked approximately 20 minutes and he said to take a viagra and mentioned some steroid. So, he is a kind old man with a good sense of humor, but not serious specialist or he became too old either for it. Anyway, I expected serious conversation from him and if he truly wanted to help, he would offered me personal meeting somewhere in Europe to start the treatment and I would pay for his travel arrangement with a hotel, flight tickets etc. But, as I said, he is not serious now - he became clown and money maker. If you have a some questions related to my consultation with him, you can PM me, though I already explained it in details. Sincerely.
Young and regularly thinking about this issue
Peyronie's without curvature since April 2012 due to injury
Almost constant discomfort and Loss of penile sensation
Still fighting - trying to find a top famous specialist

Bud luck

Godisreal, look for clinics in Europe that do therapies for Peroynes, don't  spent thousands of $$$$ in an "expert" American  Doctor. For an implant, the top American implanters have the highest volume in the world 🌎,  so for an implant the USA is probably the best, but not for therapies
My first symptoms started early in 2019
I tried Traction device, Pentofixiline, Q10, TRT, L-Argenine, cialis
I have narrowing/dent/hinge on the left side of my shaft
My ED is getting worse
Had a PRP shot Aug 2021
I have a girlfriend
Age 46