Reinjured... again...

[BopIt]

 

Welp... back in pain again. This time the curvature is definitely getting even worse. I can see some bruising under the skin. Increased narrowing, increased indentation.

I take pentox throughout the day. Vitamin E... but not sure it does much. I am still single and the injury happened during casual sex with a condom. I couldn't bring myself to tell her she couldn't be on top. The doc says no long intercourse... make it short...

What the hell is a single guy supposed to do. I'm going to be alone forever. I guess I just have to get used to this happening from time to time... and the condition continue to worsen. It has been almost 4 years exactly since this nightmare began.

I need to get a handle on my masturbation frequency... it has been a coping activity through this stressful year, and that isn't healthy. But now I am back in significant, acute pain. I am still having trouble giving it all a rest. I want to date... I want to get off... god dammit. I was doing well for the past year. Now I don't know how long it will be until the pain subsides... and where I will be at physically then. And then... how long till the next time. God dammit.

Happy holidays.

F~@

[philtered]

  Hang in there brother, i'm going through exactly the same after about 18 months stable. Hopefully it won't take the same path as the first time. Just be gentle or leave alone for a while and it might heal normally.

[Asphyxia]

What the hell guys? Even after entering stable phase we cant have normal, long lasting sex?
Did the doctor mention if the time limitation of sex is temporary or permanent?

I feel you on needing a coping activity, at first i also had a very hard time stopping with the porn and masturbation, was also hooked on alcohol ciggarettes and weed and continued even after the curve showed up, since stopping with the drugs and porn my only way to cope  is by crying myself to sleep, drawing and spending more time with my family, you can try to release excessive energy by excercising, deep breathing and fasting to maybe help you with your masturbation habits.