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peter123

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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #50 on: October 13, 2020, 08:07:59 AM »

Thanks for understanding. However in will say that id rather stay alone than bei with a women in dort find attractive, i dont need someone to make me feel good, irs fine not being in a relationship, if good sex with attractive mates is not an Option then id rather not. Conventionally unattraktive people settling for other unattraczive people must be the sadest thing ever my Penis gets limp just thinking about that, takes all tge excitement out of dating. Inb4 oh BuT ThEn YoU Are A HyPoCtiTe no im not in also woudknt want to be with a woman that doesnt find me hot and sexually appealing either. Then no relationship is the answer

But mcchicken94 gets it, mabye because he isnt Liter ally 70years old and in dont mean that in an insukting way
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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #51 on: October 13, 2020, 08:11:06 AM »

Is disagree however that these relationships are more meaninful, i think they are sad and miss the purpose of why i want to date. Id also mich rather have casual Sex than find tge woman for marriage at F^@$!ng 22 but thats also something a 55 year old dont understanding. Half of you all are oder than my father and he sometimes talks like that too. Because he never got to act out and exoeirnce bis Sexuality either
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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #52 on: October 13, 2020, 12:21:46 PM »

Peter , I’m 20 years old. At 18 I experienced probably the rest year of my life after a penis injury. I’ve gone through all of that you’re thinking right now and I’m out of depression and finally getting over my anxiety entirely. First you need to address the depression. You’ve been depressed even before this whole penis issue . Your body cannot heal if you’re depressed. The flight or fight chemicals literally surpress your immune system. Your brain is also primed for chronic and amplified pain in this state you’re in. You can do it. Then at the same time go see a Peyronies specialist mentioned on this forum.
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Penis injury in late 2017. A lump formed at injury site that caused no deformity, just pain and a palpable lump. Pain is improving through proper rest and use, diet, and mindfulness. I am always learning and looking to share things that have helped.

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Re: Planeando el suicidio esta semana
« Reply #53 on: October 13, 2020, 04:31:09 PM »

I agree with "amehardpatriot", you are in the denial stage, I have already passed it and we know what we are talking about, nobody says that you do not have a physical problem, like everyone else.
Reading about how you describe the jaw, it reminds me of when I complained about my fingers and ankles, and if I had had a hair implant it would have been a disaster, luckily the salesperson didn't convince me.
even if you could fix your penis, you'd still be sick complaining about something else.
Read about body dysmorphia, there you will find your past, present and future.
stop wasting time and start changing what you can change, then the rest will come.
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30 years,injured at 25.
Slight curve, narrowing and retraction in flaccid and semi-erect.
Loss of sensitivity due to peyronie and circumcision  moderate erectile dysfunction, pain.
I improved the pelvic floor with kinesiology.

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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #54 on: October 13, 2020, 06:41:47 PM »

i dont have body dysmorphia i am 5'5 short im going bald badly like i look like crap, i have numerous other issues too. and now im impotent witgihr drugs and i have peyrinies disease which is completely insans at my age. its so depressing snd i dont get any help from therapists etc everyone is overbooked etc
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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #55 on: October 14, 2020, 08:06:59 AM »

So Peter, what do you want from the people here? Do you want to be helped at all, or do you just want them to feel sorry for you?

I can understand your mental state, but I can also tell you from experience that people feeling sorry for me while I was seriously depressed didn't help much. It does help if you can find someone who has the humanity and maturity to understand how you feel, while at the same time not treating you like some helpless pathetic victim. Somebody who is very real, like McChicken94.

If it is respect you want as a human being (and don't we all), there is little that people respect more than someone who took life by the balls despite being dealt a really crappy  hand. One of my personal heroes is Bushwick Bill who by the way was much shorter than you. No idea about his penis though.
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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #56 on: November 17, 2020, 03:11:19 PM »

I actually wish you would just shut the [email protected]< up playing the sympathy case. You literally come onto this forum to lash out at strangers and then when they reassure you After you lash out at them, you act all apologetic and crap. Only for you to lash out again, if you are going to let peyronies ruin your life then that’s your choice but stop being such a loser coming onto this forum crying about how you are going to kill yourself but don’t actually do it. Pathetic. This is coming from a guy who has developed peyronies this week in the most severe manner possible. My penis ultra inflamed, I can’t even retract my foreskin because it’s too painful and I’ve a huge as plaque on the front of dick. I know this will never be a fix for me but I will never resort to being a sobbing loser over the internet
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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #57 on: November 18, 2020, 07:03:04 AM »

I've had Erectile Dysfunction all my life man. Taking f***ing gas station Erectile Dysfunction pills (americans know) at the f***ing age of 23. And now those no longer work for me.
Get some credit cards and go get an implant. Get it twice if it fails. Then at that point come back here and ask for help. But until then, you're going to lose that last fabric of society that understand and emphasizes with you.

I have f***ing hair on my c*ck. I bet my situation is far worse than yours. I haven't gotten an erection in 9 months. It's terrible lol.  But this forum should show you that you have a place in life no matter what, just dig deeper and exhaust ALL OPTIONS before public self-pity and pessimism.

Even though your young, you're not a teen. Dr. Eid told me about a kid who had cancer that had to be operated on when he was 3. Grew up his whole life not being able to achieve, never once had an erection. Yes, he got an implant at 18, but imagine going through adolescent etc. with this disability? Does it sound like you? Sure  yes it does. He survived and continues to survive, so will you my man. So will you.
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30 yrs old & Single.
Dent/twist @ base/right/underside of penis. 25 deg down/right(Nov 19).
VED, coq10, cialis 5mg (Sep 20)-improvements
Setback from masturbation-(Apr 21)
Lost ~1 inch, however better erections with PDE5
Added PMP-traction -(May 21)

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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #58 on: November 18, 2020, 07:07:27 AM »

^Peter there's a lot of people on here trying to give you solace. I get it man, I'm 30, no job, single, and haven't gotten hard in a year. I understand how you feel so much, and I read every single one of your posts.

You can't give up until you've literally tried it all. If you need to get mad and get angry, message me privately, because I could use someone to get mad and angry with as well :)

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30 yrs old & Single.
Dent/twist @ base/right/underside of penis. 25 deg down/right(Nov 19).
VED, coq10, cialis 5mg (Sep 20)-improvements
Setback from masturbation-(Apr 21)
Lost ~1 inch, however better erections with PDE5
Added PMP-traction -(May 21)

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Re: Planning suicide this week
« Reply #59 on: November 18, 2020, 08:13:33 PM »

Peter won’t reply as he’s off the forum.
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PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.
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