When it comes to this crap a country like Germany is a third world country. I have 10 minute appointments and they'd much rather not do an ultra sound at all and just make me leave. That's the reality of socialized medicine. There is no specialist here. Their speciality is helpi g 80 year olds with urinary tract problems. Not one good paper ever came out of this country, they rarely do even for other diseases.
I had 3/4 say pe, ronies and the other said Form my description it sounds like it but he cannot say for sure based on the US. They all said that there is a palpable thickening of tissue at the spot of the bend and they agreed that the pictures have obvious curvature and indentation. My curve is over 20 degree what the heck else could produce this?
Another thing is I have to wait wverytime to get an appointment, the next one I can get in October. If I kill myself ill make a note and I will make sure to partially blame this f'~c<+d up system where you are completely left alone. I would love to spend a thousand bucks to get to Levine or Dr lue, see an actual doctor and who knows maybe they even care about the problem and your mental decline instead of just waiting it out and basically feeling insulted when a 2w year old has many questions. Maybe they'll just anweer them like non arrogant lunatics. Maybe. I even had the idea to threaten suicide so I can get another appointment but quicker. That's how desperate I am. That's how left alone you are in this rotten country.
You have to wait for everything. Even a psychiatry clinic for depression gave me a waiting time for half a year. As if I am still alive by that time.
I just don't get how something that is visable with the naked eye cannot be picked up by ultra sound. I truly don't.
All this arrogant andrologist did was tear me up even more. I was literally almost jumoign for a train after I left his office. That's how devastating his description has been. He also said that
chronic phase is a myth, that often times peyronie's comes back and gets worse and worse 4 to 5 years later, that he has patients that have had this happen to them for years now and that one cannot say how bad it will get. That I'm long not over the fence, that I might require surgery and get severe hourglassing. He basically said I should prepare for anything. That completely destroyed my mentally. I have been living with clinical depression and body dysmorphia for almost 20 years now. Part of my dysmorphia focused on my dick. It's impossible to describe what it feels like to have your dick waste away by this disease when you have had a preoccupation with it in the first place. But with 4 inches, who would be surprised.
I want to life, I know life can be good int heory for many people. But I can't see a good path forward for me and I have been thinking about this non stop for years now, even before peyronie's I was suicidal and depressed but this got me destroyed completely. I don't know what to do anymore and I'd probably need to submit myself to a mental health clinic bc weekly sessions are not cutting it at all.
8 just needs someone who cares about this but I have lost hope that I'm. Ever going to find someone who can sit down and do an actually good examination, answer my burning questions but I also realize peyronie's to me is like getting malignant cancer, the big difference been that you'll get actual attention and this crap will get treated as aggressive as possible.. With peyronie's you see 4 docs and get 4 opinions and no help anyway