How f*cked am I?

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Godisreal

Listen, I've been here for roughly 2 months. After one aggravation (caused by a doc) my body produced a hard scar which caused a minor bend. The rest are soft lumps which are manageable and treatable, I have noticed.
But hey, can somebody just be honest for once and tell me straight up how f*cked I actually am? I mean, if the scar is hard it's most like calcified? Right? And the majority of people say there's nothing to actually do when it comes to calcification besides implant or surgery.
I am a man with great faith, and almost nothing can stop me from trying my best.
But please, tell me, is a man with a calcified scar stuck with implant and surgery as his only options?  If so, there's ACTUALLY not worth even trying to get my beautiful dick back. This scar causes me anxiety and depression. And physical erectile disfunction. It runs from the bottom up to the middle of my shaft, dorsal side, and it continues around my dick on the left side. But on that side it is soft. Not hard. But hey I'm a mess, like many others, but don't f*cking sugarcoat anything and tell a man straight up;
- Is surgery and implant the only options for a hard scar? Or is it ACTUALLY possible to stretch a scar until the tissue beside it can expand like usual again? Is it ACTUALLY theoretically possible? Or is it just a ridiculous sugarcoating method to ease people's minds?  
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

Godisreal

To me it sounds like that doc who pushed my tunicas a bit rough ended my life.
I haven't had a random daytime erection since that day, I went home that day a happy man, because I was sure the nightmare was over, but it hadn't even started. Pain came back but I was sure God was gonna get me out of that pain as well. But it never stopped and then came the scar, that's when I turned into a psychopath.
A bit rough examination has apparently f*cked me and my life all together.
Why do I feel so hopeless lol
It feels like I died that day, i have never felt this depressed ever. I'm not even 20 years old. And I feel like my life has been ripped away from me.  
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

buzzin2

dude ive found a sh itload of studies that show like 95% efifcacy even if you have a bad bend and thick plaques.  i think its almost guaranteed that its manageable, if not totally beatable.  one of the case studies they used the injections right into the plaque every two weeks for 6 months and used an oral drug combined with vit e propolis and blueberry pills and it rectified the issue for everyone by like 65 percent or something.  i can only imagine that would increase wtih continued treatment.  im confused as F~@< tho when it comes to actually tracking down the precise protocol, theres so many options.  you said you just got pentox right?  im pretty sure that makes a huge difference.  im just gonna study on here for days on end and research every damn case study i can find and use all the evidence to give myself the best statistical chance possible.  i think it comes down to pentox and other oral supplements, using the dmso + x, eating insanely healthy and also supplementing with a ton of anti inflammatoreis and antioxidants, doing the injections directly into the plaque.  btw i found some good evidence on the combo of colchicine and vit e together, i have both of those on hand too so i just started taking that shi t yesterday.  im gonna spend a fuckload of time and just try to get to the bottom of it with research, but im like 99% sure using all the combined treatments its totally manageable.  im gonna make a document with everything and attach all the case studies and evidence i can find so it can be looked at comprehensively, ill send it to you if u want when im done.  

btw man im with god too and i was thinking this shi t has to be for some type of character growth in life, its not just random.  realizing that curbed my worry and anxiety a bit.  i think god put this in my way to stop, like sexual immorality and stuff.  i think he wanted me to slow down or something.  btw dude i feel like my lifes been ripped from me too man but in the same sense, i think its a challenge to trust god and not let it affect my mind and my life.  easier said than done, but look at it this way, the cards have been dealt.  i think everything in life is based on development of character, especially when dealing with extreme adversity. in fact the biggest spurts of growth ive ever had in life have all come through massive adversity and without that i wouldnt have grown. i dont necessarily think there is a punishment involved in gods eyes when it comes to reacting to this situation with anxiety and fear and anger, but at the same time i think it poses a huge opportunity to take the adversity in stride and trust god.  i mean the shits already gone down, you cant change what happened.  But you can calm your mind, slow it down and do everything in your power to change the outcome.  be alright with whatever happens and if you are meant to walk through this fire, i find it hard to believe its not a test from god to see how much you trust him, how much faith you have in him and how you are going to handle it mentally.  if thats what it is and i gotta deal with a curved boner and issues in my sex life, then F~@< it.  im still gonna live with god, im still gonna roll down this same damn path towards where im going at the end of my life.  im still gonna live to love and try to improve my character along the way, so F~@< it.  
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TonySa

G-you can't know if your plaque is calcified without an ultrasound to confirm it...so if you haven't confirmed I wouldn't give up hope that it is calcified.  Some  calcified plaques have responded to traction, less likely, but possible.
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.

Godisreal

Man, I doubt anyone on here can relate to my case... it's absolutely ridiculous. I have no hard plaque's, only soft, and the actual hard scar I have is very unlike the hard plaque's people are describing having. My scar is very thin and I can feel healthy tissue under it, it lies perfectly in the outer tunica. It's narrow and very delicate, it's pathetic how much trouble it's causing.
I haven't talked to anybody with a similar case. It feels like I could stick a Xiaflex needle in that scar and it would brake like a stick. For real. Maybe that's what I will try out, ultimately. All the thickness and firmness people are describing in their plaque's are absolutely out of line in comparison to my situation. Like I just mentioned, it's a very thin scar that I could probably break with my own fingers. Of course I won't do that, but I think you understand my frustration.
It's in no way the same as a thick and calcified plaque. But I still believe there's calcification because of the hardness.
Hope this makes sense, I really wish to find my ultimate line of treatment soon enough.
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

TonySa

There's an interesting study that had three injection groups, even the control saline group had some improvement, so there is some evidence needling may help.  Also, plaque manifests in many different types of formations do I wouldn't worry yours is do different and thus treatment resistant..,
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.

Godisreal

Well, I'm not sure about anything anymore man. I can feel another scar in my tunica next to my hard scar, I know it would turn into something bad as well. But the second scar is soft still. And I'm on Pentox, Arginine, ALC, selenium and Coq10 so I'm taking action.
So it can't, in theory, get worse, right? I'm fkn clueless as always, and nowhere to find info but this forum. But I've heard that people say Pentox will 100% stop progression, at least. Is that correct?
I will ofc try every treatment possible, but man, it's so depressing. My youth is put on pause, perhaps forever. And it's killing me everyday...
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

Godisreal

Does anyone know if the scar is automatically calcified if it's hard to the touch? Does that automatically mean calcification? If so, I'm f'~c<+d. Or can a scar be hard to the touch and not be calcified? I realized a while back I've had a thin scar along the dorsal side of my tunica for a great while. This scar got hard after that aggressive examination and the curve increased. I have a new appointment at the urologist in a week. Hopefully I will get an ultrasound there and see my destiny straight in the eyes.
I'm so scared I cannot describe in words. I have lots of soft lumps that didn't show up in the ultrasound I had almost 2 months ago. But the hard scar might be the end for me.
30 degree dorsal curve, immobility and heavy loss of girth.
My body seems to get very inflamed when I masturbate too often or eat unhealthy.
Using antioxidants, Pentox and hirudoid cream, as well as manual traction, heat and Cialis.

TonySa

Hard to the touch does not mean calcification, even the peyronies specialists can't tell by feel.  
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.