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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #100 on: January 10, 2020, 04:15:37 PM »

Take everything with common sense and logic and try to change the viewpoint. Don't give into emotions too much. 
Old memories/traumas can haunt, stress and create problems. Everyone has that to a degree and it can manifest in the body.(often related to the problem so if it's of sexual nature it will be down there..)
That's why there are a lot of therapists everywhere. To get read of memories you need to release them and/or replace with new experiences in the same contexts(if you fear a bad dog befriend a cute dog)
If it helps to write your story on the internet it can help but even better is to talk with someone professional. Seems complicated when you're in it but most issues therapists in some way dealt with already. Social, child traumas or sexual nature. Also move and express which can be done in various ways from martial arts to dance, yoga etc. or going to the woods and scream ;).
You're in Istanbul, there are a lot therapists, music, etc. -  try 1 or 2.. Do something. Don't stay frozen in place. :)
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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #101 on: January 22, 2020, 04:49:46 AM »

Just had my fistula surgery. Everything is messed up down there. They inserted a tube in my penis to drain the urine. I am afraid it may cause more damage. I have two parallel sticth marks that measure 5 inches on both of my buttocks :) but I only think about my dick. I mentioned my concerns to the general surgeon,he checked my penis for plaques and told me I have HF due to the surgery performed on my pelvic region. This is the first time a doctor agreed with me on the presence of HF. I asked him to suggest me a specialist, he said my pelvic MRI didnt show any palque development and suggested me to focus on my butt for now. Then he will schedule a penile MRI.
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25 year old with penile fracture. Fracture happened on May 30. No surgery, only conservative treatment. Uro thinks it was not a big one. No Erectile Dysfunction, no peyronies so far. Doctor says Peyronies Disease is possible. Constant penile pain, turtling, hard flaccid.

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« Reply #102 on: January 22, 2020, 02:21:33 PM »

Congrats on finding a good doc! Sounds like you are getting into the right direction! 
And yeah the pelvic floor is very susceptible to trauma and then chronically tensing up due to it creating further problems down the line towards the penis...
Once you surgery symptoms are going down, you should start to move your ass, literally ;) Get the whole area(It's all connected - lower back - hips - legs - Pelvic floor - Penis) into motion, loose, flexible, balanced and relaxed. Start slow and increase. Learn to breath fully and expand the pelvic floor with the breath. (lots of resources online)
Eat very healthy. A lot of vitamin C(split through the day) is necessary in times of stress and especially to recover from surgery and tissue related issues. Sounds simple but it's important basic.
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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #103 on: January 22, 2020, 05:51:49 PM »

Melting, I love your attitude and I really appreciate your helpful comments. You gave me a good laugh. Okay, I will move my ass once they remove these annoying stitches off it :)

I think he is a really good doctor, I can't judge his skills of course but he listens and wants to help. I'll only read books and play video games for 2 weeks, then I'll start working on my penis. I want this surgery to be the turning point for me to get my crap together.
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25 year old with penile fracture. Fracture happened on May 30. No surgery, only conservative treatment. Uro thinks it was not a big one. No Erectile Dysfunction, no peyronies so far. Doctor says Peyronies Disease is possible. Constant penile pain, turtling, hard flaccid.

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« Reply #104 on: January 24, 2020, 10:04:09 PM »

You will make it if you keep going into the right direction no matter what stands in your way. GL!
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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #105 on: January 26, 2020, 01:17:10 AM »

Hey man, I’ve been where you’ve been mentally nocekgari. I am glad melting has provided you with these great tips . What he’s saying is true. Keep moving forward man, never back! Sending good energy your way.
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Penis injury in late 2017. A lump formed at injury site that caused no deformity, just pain and a palpable lump. Pain is improving through proper rest and use, diet, and mindfulness. I am always learning and looking to share things that have helped.

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« Reply #106 on: January 29, 2020, 05:21:55 PM »

Nocekgari;  I had surgery that was suppose to release 7-9 cm of penis that was forced up inside me after 3 botched circumcisions.  The incompetent surgeons messed things up so bad that my flaccid penis was reduced to about 1 inch.  I felt like you do.  I was referred to another urologist and I really don't know why I trusted him, afterall I had no reason to.  I let this new guy do surgery on me.  That was two years ago.  I am now 5" flaccid and 5.5 erect plus I went from 4" in girth to 6.5".  There is always hope my friend.  Good things come to those who wait. :)

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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #107 on: March 14, 2020, 10:24:42 AM »

How is your recovery going? I am suffering from something similar
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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #108 on: March 14, 2020, 11:14:09 AM »

How is your recovery going? I am suffering from something similar

If that question was for me, my recovery is going great although I think something has come apart.  I have an appointment near the end of the month... I am kind of hoping I am right... they will give me a bigger implant..bigger is better. :D
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Re: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help
« Reply #109 on: March 14, 2020, 03:12:05 PM »

Larry, if going for bigger ask about the titan (certainly wider than AMS).
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« Reply #110 on: March 14, 2020, 03:26:30 PM »

So Larry! Are you heading towards a revision? What happened with you, if I may ask?

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« Reply #111 on: March 17, 2020, 02:10:40 AM »

Nice Nockegari. I'm happy for ya! :) Please update us on the MRI.
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« Reply #112 on: March 24, 2020, 06:49:52 PM »

Larry, if going for bigger ask about the titan (certainly wider than AMS).

Sorry, no, I am a solid AMS advocate.  LGX stands for length, girth, expander and it did indeed do that in very large fashion.

I had a call from the surgeon... due to Covid-19, everything is on hold but, based on my description, he is pretty sure he knows what the problem is so he is going to book me for revision surgery and will upsize me... I am so excited I can hardly wait. :)

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« Reply #113 on: March 24, 2020, 07:01:25 PM »

So Larry! Are you heading towards a revision? What happened with you, if I may ask?

Yup... there is something that seems to have come apart at the base of the penis.  It is quite uncomfortable but the implant still works.  I have recycled twice a day, every day since the end of January 2017 for at least 30 minutes each time.  Dr. Brock told me that because I have done that, there will be little to no scar tissue and he should be able to upsize me to at least an 18, which is what I lost when I went into septic shock and had to have it removed. Also, I had a plastic surgeon do lipo on my suprapubic fat pad and now there is a lot of loose floppy skin hiding quite a bit of flaccid penis... Dr Brock is going to look at having the plastic surgeon remove the floppy skin covered by our provincial health insurance because it was cause by a procedure that was covered by insurance.  Boy, I lucked out on that one... our insurance doesn't usually cover cosmetic surgery. :)

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« Reply #114 on: March 25, 2020, 12:36:22 AM »

Great, wish we had one payer INS here for everyone!
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« Reply #115 on: May 16, 2020, 03:48:30 PM »

Hello all!

Long time no see. There were some developments...

Well, I've been in mentally dark places. Most of you knoe how much I struggled with my fracture. Two weeks later I will "celebrate" the anniversary of it.

In the last 5 months, I had two surgeries on my butt. A perianal fistula...right now I am recovering from the second one. They opened a second hole on my butt in order to heal the fistula properly. My sexual life is also dramaticaly affected by this problem. On February my uro told me I am fully recovered from the fracture. It was a relief. I have a gf now. She is an amazing person. She knows all about my injury. But we don't have sex yet...I mean no intercourse, but we do oral sex, hand jobs and other things besides intercourse. All seems great. My erections are good, In fact I went 3 times without  a break once! Sometimes I had a slight pain near my fracture but never a worrying one!

It all changed on April. I could still get and keep my erections with her but when I was alone, I couldn't get it up. I ejeculated with a flaccid penis so many times. When she comes over, boom! Erection after erection.

Well, it turned out I had a very long fistula tract going all the way down to my penile shaft. I suspect the discomfort and pain was blocking my erections.

Today is the 8th day post. Operation. My scar is slowly healing but I still cannot maintain an erection by myself. I heard a venous leak may develop even years after a fracture. Could this be it? But I can still get and keep my penis hard with my gf.
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25 year old with penile fracture. Fracture happened on May 30. No surgery, only conservative treatment. Uro thinks it was not a big one. No Erectile Dysfunction, no peyronies so far. Doctor says Peyronies Disease is possible. Constant penile pain, turtling, hard flaccid.

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« Reply #116 on: May 16, 2020, 04:24:32 PM »

I was in the exact same boat as you man. 3 years ago I had a very mild fracture. Undiagnosed. But the doc said to take Advil and vitamin e. I’m not trying to scare you but to warn you that 3 years later I got some fibrosis. So what can you do to not be in my boat? Best thing I did was watch all neov videos. And also buy your self a ved device. Even a cheap one dis the job for me. Also l carnitine worked wonders for restoring my sensation. It sucks mentally. I’m in the same boat as you in that regard because I feel like I could have done more. But I literally threw everything at this thing. Your main goal here is to maintain penile health. Cut out sugars. I do keto and love it. Also do the ved. It circulates blood through your dick. I love it when I do it. It feels healthy. Sucks I started so late.
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« Reply #117 on: May 16, 2020, 05:14:45 PM »

Larry, if going for bigger ask about the titan (certainly wider than AMS).

Nope, I love my LGX and I have no interest in the issues the Titan reportedly has... dog ears, unnatural appearance, semi all the time... no thanks. :)
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« Reply #118 on: May 16, 2020, 11:15:49 PM »

Hi Larry, that’s great you’re so happy w the LGX.  I’ve had both and had dog ears w both as doc maximally fit me both times, no more erection when flaccid with either and not sure what you mean by unnatural appearance..,
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« Reply #119 on: May 17, 2020, 03:07:47 PM »

Nocekgari,
great news! Keep moving forwards and be as healthy as possible.

To achieve and maintain an erection a lot has to be right mentally, chemically and physically. 
It makes sense that you're not yet at 100%. Don't force it too much.
If you research the erection process you might find where your weakness is and work a bit on it.

It's all connected down there so your fistul issues might still influence your pelvic floor and erection.
I personally thing a Venous leak is basically something in the erection process not working. If there's not enough pressure from the incoming blood the tunica wont shunt off the outgoing veins.. which means blood "leaks out" back into the body.

Once you are healed up I would start doing pelvic floor therapy or/and training. getting it loose and stronger. reasearch it a bit.
Also the legs are connected to the whole penis circulation directly and strong healthy legs help with a good blood "pressure"/flow. So once you can move more do it.

GL!
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« Reply #120 on: May 17, 2020, 06:05:10 PM »

no more erection when flaccid with either and not sure what you mean by unnatural appearance..,

I've never had the Titan but I have read many times by those who have that with the Titan you always look like you have a semi and as for the unnatural appearance, I really don't know either, once again, it's just what I have read.  What I do know is that the AMS has the inhibizone which is drastically reducing the number of post op infections... for me, (if you know my story), that is a HUGE plus.  Also, I have gained so much length, it's almost unbelievable (before anybody calls BS, I have posted my before and after picture here a few times).  I am expecting a revision as soon as this Covid crap is over and my doctor is suspecting that he will be able to go up to the 18 from the 15 I have now.  I would not have got that from the Titan.  I'm not knocking the Titan but it's not for me. :)
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« Reply #121 on: May 20, 2020, 01:26:13 PM »

I hope i am not hijacking the thread with questions. Nocekgari, i am sorry about your fracture and hope you'll recovers, i had something similar 9 years ago and while i still didn't fix it, and i am kinda unhappy with abstaing from sex, it doesnt control my life in the way it used to and you will get better mentally first, and than you can fix yourself physically, dick can be fixed, there are many ways and it's doable at least by implant, but it's still crap having this [email protected]< up your life at this age, i was 16 when it happened to me, i still haven't lost hope to get back length and size and get back to porn star like penis, maybe even try starring in a porn movie if i manage to fix it and fullfil an adolescent fantasy, like that guy that has his penis severed, it's sad it's this way, you need to get over it.

For others, as we have lot of penile fractured users, what can be used to fix penile fracture, i know allready that erectile dysfunction can be somewhat be fixed by cialis a day, but does traction and ved function for penile fracture deformities as well, i have Erectile Dysfunction, curve, big loss of size and big hourglass in perineal area, and both curve and hourglass are hard to touch, sites of injury. Is scar tissue made by penile fracture as malleable as peyronies one, and could you use traction and ved to fix it, can the tissue be expanded or somehow brought back to it's previous state?
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