Topic: Penile fracture made me suicidal, i seriously need help (Read 20490 times)

melting · « **Reply #100 on:** January 22, 2020, 02:21:33 PM »

Congrats on finding a good doc! Sounds like you are getting into the right direction!
And yeah the pelvic floor is very susceptible to trauma and then chronically tensing up due to it creating further problems down the line towards the penis...
Once you surgery symptoms are going down, you should start to move your ass, literally

Get the whole area(It's all connected - lower back - hips - legs - Pelvic floor - Penis) into motion, loose, flexible, balanced and relaxed. Start slow and increase. Learn to breath fully and expand the pelvic floor with the breath. (lots of resources online)
Eat very healthy. A lot of vitamin C(split through the day) is necessary in times of stress and especially to recover from surgery and tissue related issues. Sounds simple but it's important basic.

Nocekgari · « **Reply #101 on:** January 22, 2020, 05:51:49 PM »

Melting, I love your attitude and I really appreciate your helpful comments. You gave me a good laugh. Okay, I will move my ass once they remove these annoying stitches off it

I think he is a really good doctor, I can't judge his skills of course but he listens and wants to help. I'll only read books and play video games for 2 weeks, then I'll start working on my penis. I want this surgery to be the turning point for me to get my crap together.

melting · « **Reply #102 on:** January 24, 2020, 10:04:09 PM »

You will make it if you keep going into the right direction no matter what stands in your way. GL!

diehardpatriot · « **Reply #103 on:** January 26, 2020, 01:17:10 AM »

Hey man, I’ve been where you’ve been mentally nocekgari. I am glad melting has provided you with these great tips . What he’s saying is true. Keep moving forward man, never back! Sending good energy your way.

Larry · « **Reply #104 on:** January 29, 2020, 05:21:55 PM »

Nocekgari; I had surgery that was suppose to release 7-9 cm of penis that was forced up inside me after 3 botched circumcisions. The incompetent surgeons messed things up so bad that my flaccid penis was reduced to about 1 inch. I felt like you do. I was referred to another urologist and I really don't know why I trusted him, afterall I had no reason to. I let this new guy do surgery on me. That was two years ago. I am now 5" flaccid and 5.5 erect plus I went from 4" in girth to 6.5". There is always hope my friend. Good things come to those who wait.

Larry

27yearold · « **Reply #105 on:** March 14, 2020, 10:24:42 AM »

How is your recovery going? I am suffering from something similar

Larry · « **Reply #106 on:** March 14, 2020, 11:14:09 AM »

Quote from: 27yearold on March 14, 2020, 10:24:42 AM

How is your recovery going? I am suffering from something similar

If that question was for me, my recovery is going great although I think something has come apart. I have an appointment near the end of the month... I am kind of hoping I am right... they will give me a bigger implant..bigger is better.

TonySa · « **Reply #107 on:** March 14, 2020, 03:12:05 PM »

Larry, if going for bigger ask about the titan (certainly wider than AMS).

Pfract · « **Reply #108 on:** March 14, 2020, 03:26:30 PM »

So Larry! Are you heading towards a revision? What happened with you, if I may ask?

program4004 · « **Reply #109 on:** March 17, 2020, 02:10:40 AM »

Nice Nockegari. I'm happy for ya!

Please update us on the MRI.

Larry · « **Reply #110 on:** March 24, 2020, 06:49:52 PM »

Quote from: TonySa on March 14, 2020, 03:12:05 PM

Larry, if going for bigger ask about the titan (certainly wider than AMS).

Sorry, no, I am a solid AMS advocate. LGX stands for length, girth, expander and it did indeed do that in very large fashion.

I had a call from the surgeon... due to Covid-19, everything is on hold but, based on my description, he is pretty sure he knows what the problem is so he is going to book me for revision surgery and will upsize me... I am so excited I can hardly wait.

Larry

Larry · « **Reply #111 on:** March 24, 2020, 07:01:25 PM »

Quote from: pfract on March 14, 2020, 03:26:30 PM

So Larry! Are you heading towards a revision? What happened with you, if I may ask?

Yup... there is something that seems to have come apart at the base of the penis. It is quite uncomfortable but the implant still works. I have recycled twice a day, every day since the end of January 2017 for at least 30 minutes each time. Dr. Brock told me that because I have done that, there will be little to no scar tissue and he should be able to upsize me to at least an 18, which is what I lost when I went into septic shock and had to have it removed. Also, I had a plastic surgeon do lipo on my suprapubic fat pad and now there is a lot of loose floppy skin hiding quite a bit of flaccid penis... Dr Brock is going to look at having the plastic surgeon remove the floppy skin covered by our provincial health insurance because it was cause by a procedure that was covered by insurance. Boy, I lucked out on that one... our insurance doesn't usually cover cosmetic surgery.

Larry

TonySa · « **Reply #112 on:** March 25, 2020, 12:36:22 AM »

Great, wish we had one payer INS here for everyone!

Nocekgari · « **Reply #113 on:** May 16, 2020, 03:48:30 PM »

Hello all!

Long time no see. There were some developments...

Well, I've been in mentally dark places. Most of you knoe how much I struggled with my fracture. Two weeks later I will "celebrate" the anniversary of it.

In the last 5 months, I had two surgeries on my butt. A perianal fistula...right now I am recovering from the second one. They opened a second hole on my butt in order to heal the fistula properly. My sexual life is also dramaticaly affected by this problem. On February my uro told me I am fully recovered from the fracture. It was a relief. I have a gf now. She is an amazing person. She knows all about my injury. But we don't have sex yet...I mean no intercourse, but we do oral sex, hand jobs and other things besides intercourse. All seems great. My erections are good, In fact I went 3 times without a break once! Sometimes I had a slight pain near my fracture but never a worrying one!

It all changed on April. I could still get and keep my erections with her but when I was alone, I couldn't get it up. I ejeculated with a flaccid penis so many times. When she comes over, boom! Erection after erection.

Well, it turned out I had a very long fistula tract going all the way down to my penile shaft. I suspect the discomfort and pain was blocking my erections.

Today is the 8th day post. Operation. My scar is slowly healing but I still cannot maintain an erection by myself. I heard a venous leak may develop even years after a fracture. Could this be it? But I can still get and keep my penis hard with my gf.

D1990m · « **Reply #114 on:** May 16, 2020, 04:24:32 PM »

I was in the exact same boat as you man. 3 years ago I had a very mild fracture. Undiagnosed. But the doc said to take Advil and vitamin e. I’m not trying to scare you but to warn you that 3 years later I got some fibrosis. So what can you do to not be in my boat? Best thing I did was watch all neov videos. And also buy your self a ved device. Even a cheap one dis the job for me. Also l carnitine worked wonders for restoring my sensation. It sucks mentally. I’m in the same boat as you in that regard because I feel like I could have done more. But I literally threw everything at this thing. Your main goal here is to maintain penile health. Cut out sugars. I do keto and love it. Also do the ved. It circulates blood through your dick. I love it when I do it. It feels healthy. Sucks I started so late.

Larry · « **Reply #115 on:** May 16, 2020, 05:14:45 PM »

Quote from: TonySa on March 14, 2020, 03:12:05 PM

Larry, if going for bigger ask about the titan (certainly wider than AMS).

Nope, I love my LGX and I have no interest in the issues the Titan reportedly has... dog ears, unnatural appearance, semi all the time... no thanks.

TonySa · « **Reply #116 on:** May 16, 2020, 11:15:49 PM »

Hi Larry, that’s great you’re so happy w the LGX. I’ve had both and had dog ears w both as doc maximally fit me both times, no more erection when flaccid with either and not sure what you mean by unnatural appearance..,

melting · « **Reply #117 on:** May 17, 2020, 03:07:47 PM »

Nocekgari,
great news! Keep moving forwards and be as healthy as possible.

To achieve and maintain an erection a lot has to be right mentally, chemically and physically.
It makes sense that you're not yet at 100%. Don't force it too much.
If you research the erection process you might find where your weakness is and work a bit on it.

It's all connected down there so your fistul issues might still influence your pelvic floor and erection.
I personally thing a Venous leak is basically something in the erection process not working. If there's not enough pressure from the incoming blood the tunica wont shunt off the outgoing veins.. which means blood "leaks out" back into the body.

Once you are healed up I would start doing pelvic floor therapy or/and training. getting it loose and stronger. reasearch it a bit.
Also the legs are connected to the whole penis circulation directly and strong healthy legs help with a good blood "pressure"/flow. So once you can move more do it.

GL!

Larry · « **Reply #118 on:** May 17, 2020, 06:05:10 PM »

Quote from: TonySa on May 16, 2020, 11:15:49 PM

no more erection when flaccid with either and not sure what you mean by unnatural appearance..,

I've never had the Titan but I have read many times by those who have that with the Titan you always look like you have a semi and as for the unnatural appearance, I really don't know either, once again, it's just what I have read. What I do know is that the AMS has the inhibizone which is drastically reducing the number of post op infections... for me, (if you know my story), that is a HUGE plus. Also, I have gained so much length, it's almost unbelievable (before anybody calls BS, I have posted my before and after picture here a few times). I am expecting a revision as soon as this Covid crap is over and my doctor is suspecting that he will be able to go up to the 18 from the 15 I have now. I would not have got that from the Titan. I'm not knocking the Titan but it's not for me.

Hrvat21 · « **Reply #119 on:** May 20, 2020, 01:26:13 PM »

I hope i am not hijacking the thread with questions. Nocekgari, i am sorry about your fracture and hope you'll recovers, i had something similar 9 years ago and while i still didn't fix it, and i am kinda unhappy with abstaing from sex, it doesnt control my life in the way it used to and you will get better mentally first, and than you can fix yourself physically, dick can be fixed, there are many ways and it's doable at least by implant, but it's still crap having this [email protected]< up your life at this age, i was 16 when it happened to me, i still haven't lost hope to get back length and size and get back to porn star like penis, maybe even try starring in a porn movie if i manage to fix it and fullfil an adolescent fantasy, like that guy that has his penis severed, it's sad it's this way, you need to get over it.

For others, as we have lot of penile fractured users, what can be used to fix penile fracture, i know allready that erectile dysfunction can be somewhat be fixed by cialis a day, but does traction and ved function for penile fracture deformities as well, i have Erectile Dysfunction, curve, big loss of size and big hourglass in perineal area, and both curve and hourglass are hard to touch, sites of injury. Is scar tissue made by penile fracture as malleable as peyronies one, and could you use traction and ved to fix it, can the tissue be expanded or somehow brought back to it's previous state?

Nocekgari · « **Reply #120 on:** October 07, 2020, 05:37:47 AM »

Hello everybody!

15 months have past since my fracture and I am very happy to tell you that I am healed with minimal lasting affects.

-I no longer have any kind of pain or hard flaccid syndrome.
-My curve is stabilized at 15 degrees, which doesn't make it uncomfortable to have intercourse.
-My erections are good, no sign of Erectile Dysfunction for now, but I gotta say, sometimes I lose my erections but I think that's a psychological thing. Because morning woods happen regularly.
-My penis size hasn't change.

But it is not the same as before of course:

-My curve feels weird in my hands and during sex, I am trying to adapt to it. Whike I can easily have intercourse, sometimes it bends dangerously. I am avoiding some positions and some positions I am not capable of doing. I am limited with certain positions.
-I am permanently scarred. I am talking about a mental scar. I will never-ever forget how hard it was.
-There is a dull pain near the fractured area. That area is sensitive to touching, and I can't press on there (Why would I do that though)
-I guess peyronies risk is still there. I don't know if my scar is healed right. But at least venous leak risk is lower now. It usually happens within a year after the fracture.

And here is my treatment for those who like to know:

1st month: Nothing. I wasn't diagnosed.
2nd to 4th month: Colchicum+Vitamin E+Melox Forte for scar healing. I didn't masturbate during this time period.
4th to 6th month Colchicum+Vitamin E. I started masturbating.
6th to 9th month: My last doctor appointment. He told me I am good. Dropped medicine. Started having sex.
9th to 15h month: Occasional pain and very rare hard flaccid. Other than those, I am good!

I will keep updating.

Icandothis2 · « **Reply #121 on:** November 13, 2020, 01:17:37 AM »

Wow! I’m glad everything is looking good for you ! I’m just over 3 months in my minor fracture myself from the looks of it . Your experience gives me hope that I’ll be okay ! I really am happy for you man!

Nocekgari · « **Reply #122 on:** December 29, 2020, 04:40:17 PM »

Hello Icandothis2,

It has been one and a half year since the fracture. I am happy overall but there are a few issues remaining still.

My curve is slowly getting worse. Now I have a significant left curve (and leaning) The whole shaft is leaning to the left and the bend starts at the 2nd inch. Thankfully it is painless, thus, making me think that it's not peyronies

Sometimes, very rarely, I get sharp pains, giving me flashbacks. Out of nowhere my penis hurts like it's being stabbed and it stops.

No Erectile Dysfunction at all though. Erections are no problem but I can't get used to my progressing curve yet.

I wish you all the best my friend. Feel free to ask questions if you have any.

Hontas · « **Reply #123 on:** January 02, 2021, 03:24:56 PM »

Nocekgari, do you have psoriatic arthritis in your family or in you?

Nocekgari · « **Reply #124 on:** January 04, 2021, 04:19:40 PM »

Hi Hontas, No, me and my family don't have it.
I am assuming you are asking to gather data for your research.

My mum's side has heart dissease and my father's side has high colesterol.

Neither side has male pattern baldness, but I do. Also, premature gray hair.

No cancer in either side

No diabetes

Nocekgari · « **Reply #125 on:** April 30, 2021, 07:49:40 PM »

Hello

Today marks the 2nd anniversary of my fracture. I don't think I will ever be able to forget that horrible cracking sound and the sharp pain. I did everything to make this whole thing harder for myself. No denying that. But everything aside, I am glad to be able to say that I am cured!

Past 2 years have been challenging. Aside from the fracture, I also had a surgery for anal fistula. Several extremely painful abscess drainages, a cysyt removal on my penis (a memoir from my circumcission) and now I am dealing with pilonidal sinus and scheduled a surgery.

But when looking back, all I can think of is the mental pain I a have experienced. No pain can match that.

My penis is, fine. It is not as flexible and my curve is worse. But it is fine, it is working. I can't do any positions but missionary and pronebone; but that is enough to me and to my partner. If the curve does not increase over time, I will not seek further treatment given my medical history is full of surgeries and smaller operations. I have learnt to be satisfied with what I have. I don't have a religion, yet I feel thankful in a spiritual way.

If there is anyone who is going through this, it will be okay. Depending on the severity of your fracture, you will end up with a "new" penis. Be it an implant or a curve, you will have to adapt to it once your fracture heals. And it will be okay. Speaking for guys who had a not-so-severe fracture of course.

If no new messages or questions on this tread, I think I will update it once a year, on anniversary days, as long as I live or this forum exists.

I am fine.

Thank you all sincerely

Kobegianna · « **Reply #126 on:** April 30, 2021, 11:23:53 PM »

Any updates?

Curvekiller94 · « **Reply #127 on:** May 02, 2021, 06:12:43 PM »

I think I have had something very similar happen. I am only 7-8 months out and it sucks ass lol

Kobegianna · « **Reply #128 on:** May 04, 2021, 12:41:00 PM »

Hey your inbox is full. How’s everything going?

orriw · « **Reply #129 on:** May 18, 2021, 06:27:10 PM »

Do you think Penis fracture always leads to Peyronies Disease? I had this and i was so sure i have Peyronies Disease because i have curvature and pain but the more i read the less i know. I dont feel any hard scar or plaque so now i think maybe i dont have Peyronies Disease but just an untreated Penis fracture which might maybe be worse.
Do you think Fracture always leads to Peyronies Disease?

orriw · « **Reply #130 on:** May 18, 2021, 06:31:00 PM »

Hi how are you?
I have Penile Fracture tooo....
Can you delete some old messages in your inbox? Its full. I'd like to chat with you about if it you want.

Ankish · « **Reply #131 on:** November 25, 2021, 07:00:04 AM »

Hello, Im from Turkey just like you are and we are both young. Our injuries didnt occured same way but I think I may use your guidince. Can you send me a pm if you see this? I cant send you because your inbox is full.

Nocekgari · « **Reply #132 on:** February 24, 2022, 05:16:58 AM »

Hello,

I am sorry for not updating for a while. I had other health issues to deal with.

After 2,5 years, I am still having problems. My acquired curvature is getting worse over time, I am planning to visit a specialist and get a correction surgery. Mentally, I am better, but I am avoiding penetrative sex still. My penis feels much worse than before. No flexibility at all, occasional hard flaccid, occasional pain...

Hontas · « **Reply #133 on:** May 15, 2022, 11:01:49 AM »

Man. It really sucks to have your penis size change forever and it mentally scars you and i feel like i don't even want to kill myself. I just want to disappear out of existence. Why is this even a thing? I never had a pre peyronies sex life and i understand you man. I have everything going on except my penis being healthy but it still doesn't matter to most women. We are either money machines to milk or people to be ashamed without a well functioning big penis. Thats just the society and women i guess. I don't even care about a caring girlfriend. I just wish i had a time where i could have casual sex anytime i talk with a woman that likes me, without getting scared of injuring my penis further.

Bud luck · « **Reply #134 on:** May 15, 2022, 11:58:22 AM »

As my penis gets worse my depression follows, my penis goes hand on hand with state of mind, I can't do that anymore because is a lost battle. I'm starting taking zoloft ( antidepressants) because my depression is getting too strong. I probably will lose my girlfriend of 3 years because my erections are too weak, I have to accept my new reality of being alone. I will focus on other things in life besides sex and relationships with females, it is what it is and I have to accept it

Kobegianna · « **Reply #135 on:** May 18, 2022, 05:02:42 PM »

Zoloft will make your erections worse no?

Bud luck · « **Reply #136 on:** May 19, 2022, 02:36:50 AM »

Kobegianna, the zoloft is lowering my libido and I'm having a hard time ejaculating, but if I don't take Zoloft I get obsessed and depressed about my penis.

Kobegianna · « **Reply #137 on:** May 19, 2022, 02:19:51 PM »

So you are still having sex? Or just having a hard time ejaculating while masturbating?

Bud luck · « **Reply #138 on:** **Today** at 07:34:41 AM »

I still can have sex but it gets very hard to ejaculated and I get less sensitivity.

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