Hello.. I am a 23y old and I have this problem since child , just I realized this when I saw some researches on internet when I was little.
My penis curves down , like from the middle I can say to more than 45 degree , like a hook and It looks not aesthethic and I think it is not practical as well..
I've never had sex because I felt insecure about all of these stuff , anyway let me share my story.
So first I talked with a doctor at the state clinic.. (never do that) and i told him i have phymosis , so I did circumcision , kinda failed because they didn't told me about post-op must do and i had scars .. I didn't know either what to do , I just went to family doctor and he sent me there when I was like 18 i guess.
I was so sad about this , i searched all year about surgeries.. And I found a doctor in my town hopefully , who told me he can help me with the surgery.
So I was really happy to hear that , and I wanted to know more about that. I went to his private clinic and he said the best choice is to do the Plication technique that is very easy and safe .. So i was ok , what is about?
The thing that only scared me it was.. that he said he will use permanent sutures ... Like there will be always there doctor ?? Yes.
I thinked a lot to this decision.. And I went to the conclusion that it will be however better than having bent dick. So I really wanted to get rid of this and did surgery.
It was well prepared , doc and nurses had some jokes to make me feel better. So surgery went good , no complication said the doc , i coudn't feel anything yet. They gave me some medications and food and I came back home.
I remember i had problems with erection like 2 days after i guess , in the night or morning , the painful erection woke me up like 3 to 6 times a day. So i took some pilss that stops erections.
First i saw my penis that was straight but not 100% up , like 70% and with a left curve , maybe bcuz it locked too much the sutures on the other side. But the thing is .. i could really feel those knots underneath my skin , it was so bizzare and I started to think i made a bad decision..
After i guess 3-4 months my penis developed a recurent curvature.. So it just went back down , but to like 30 or more degrees , so all the fuking money was a waste AND NOW I have these things in my penis too..
I don't know whatever to do.. I feel lost , I don't have social power no more , I feel like I just live for no reason now.
My last thought is to.. GO for another surgery , and remove the fuking sutures and make another plication work but this time with absorbable sutures.
And if neither this time isn't working no more .. well God I think you win this time , If that's my fate so be it.
All I want is a good doctor if someone here knows , that is affordable for a student , I guess.
Thank you for all of you that read my story.
Robert.
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Topic: Congenital Curved Penis and.. i hate this world (Read 1721 times)