Depersonalization and derealization constant fear of re-injury

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NSAWQ

What is most strange, communication in a foreign language (in this case, for me, English)
enhances my depersalization and derealization.

I'm going crazy......

And today I was afraid of re-injury.
Just a thought out of ears.
Weird crap going on with me.
I'm afraid to go crazy.

The saddest thing is that all this strengthens I just do not believe that it is possible to cure a disfigured penis.


Damn loser
Nature rewarded with a big dick but did not reward with a big brain .
Now there is no penis and brains.

Age: 29 .
Peyronie's disease within 5 years.
The main problem is the loss of size especially in diameter / girth.
Attempt to treat use  :  longidase with electrophoresis, colchicine,magnetic therapy, cryosauna,phonophoresis.
No significant changes.

popopo

Age: 25
Date of onset: 17
Symptoms: sharp pains, numbness, change in shape/size, hourglassing and discolaration from jelqing/VED usage as a teen. Diagnosed with a venous leak and possible scarring.
Treatments tried: cialis, pentox and VED didnt help

Hawk

Many people on this forum have had deformities corrected even if it took surgery.
Prostatectomy 2004, radiation 2009, currently 70 yrs old
After pills, injections, VED - Dr Eid, Titan 22cm implant 8/7/18
Hawk - Updated 10/27/18 - Peyronies Society Forums

NSAWQ

Surgery in many cases is useless and harmful.
Many people have lost in size and can not lose again.
Surgery is generally barbarous.

Most of those who corrected have a moderate peyroni.

Peyronie's disease predominantly atrophies the penis.
Do not just make the curves and not always.

I would have a surgery on who thought it up.
I don't want to argue with anyone.
Just need real medicine.
No torture in the form of a pump or surgery.

medicine has always been in the ass at all times.
I think it's more difficult to create a processor or a modern monitor than to remove a plaque.


Age: 29 .
Peyronie's disease within 5 years.
The main problem is the loss of size especially in diameter / girth.
Attempt to treat use  :  longidase with electrophoresis, colchicine,magnetic therapy, cryosauna,phonophoresis.
No significant changes.

Hawk

Quote from: NSAWQ on May 13, 2019, 12:04:30 PM
Surgery in many cases is useless and harmful....
Surgery is generally barbarous.....
Most of those who corrected have a moderate peyroni.

The 3 statements I just quoted from your post are completely false information.  It shows that you must be very uninformed.  If you want to continue the conversation I will move our posts to the Implant board or the surgical treatment for Peyronies Disease board.
Prostatectomy 2004, radiation 2009, currently 70 yrs old
After pills, injections, VED - Dr Eid, Titan 22cm implant 8/7/18
Hawk - Updated 10/27/18 - Peyronies Society Forums

Bubba dawg

Russian health care may be free but its not the best health care(for the average citizen). So  he  may be correct, coming from his Russian Perspective
5 Rounds of Xiaflex. Good results.

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NSAWQ

Age: 29 .
Peyronie's disease within 5 years.
The main problem is the loss of size especially in diameter / girth.
Attempt to treat use  :  longidase with electrophoresis, colchicine,magnetic therapy, cryosauna,phonophoresis.
No significant changes.

Bubba dawg

I was watching this Russian family on You Tube and they said basic care was free. Of course you pay some in the form of taxes. If you want a higher level of treatment, you have to pay according, to what I saw in the video But Russian citizens get free basic health care--right? I have been watching this family for many months. You pay nothing compared to what we pay in the USA. This is why we have some of the best health care in the world--if you can afford it and if you have good Insurance. Companies spend billions on research because they make billions in profits. Best doctors because they make 6 figure incomes and 12 or more years in school. All about the money here. Which is sad if you don't have good insurance and/or a lot of money. Even Hospitals are going for profit. So I am not really bragging!!!
5 Rounds of Xiaflex. Good results.

I am known to give out false information and post nonsense with little to no evidence to back up my claims.
I have ignored several warnings. Further reports to the moderators or Administrators and I will be banned.

NSAWQ

Basic help partially free
But all this is vague and not work, in fact we pay

I'm starting to think about changing sex.
Become a woman but be a lesbian.
It seems to me easier to do this than to cure a sick penis.

Crazy thoughts.

Age: 29 .
Peyronie's disease within 5 years.
The main problem is the loss of size especially in diameter / girth.
Attempt to treat use  :  longidase with electrophoresis, colchicine,magnetic therapy, cryosauna,phonophoresis.
No significant changes.

popopo

If lost size is your issue then you're right, nothing can be done about that. And about the misinformation. I don't blame you, cause most doctors lack much knowledge on the subject as well.
Age: 25
Date of onset: 17
Symptoms: sharp pains, numbness, change in shape/size, hourglassing and discolaration from jelqing/VED usage as a teen. Diagnosed with a venous leak and possible scarring.
Treatments tried: cialis, pentox and VED didnt help

NeoV

I experienced severe derealization and depersonalization when my symptoms were bad, but I've had it a few times since. I don't think it's a bad thing always, it's just uncomfortable. Peyronie's for me, has rules. I simply must follow the rules, and my symptoms improve.

I might suggest stoic philosophy and meditation. This disease is not your fault, simply do what is in your power and never call yourself a loser. Your thoughts are your only real freedom and the basis of your destiny.

Hawk

Guy, let me remind everyone that this board is about coping and psychological issues  NeVo brought it back on topic.  If you want to discuss pros and cons of surgery, xiaflex, healthcare, dplease do so on those boards.
Prostatectomy 2004, radiation 2009, currently 70 yrs old
After pills, injections, VED - Dr Eid, Titan 22cm implant 8/7/18
Hawk - Updated 10/27/18 - Peyronies Society Forums

TonySa

Part of depression can be hopelessness.  For example, my disease cannot be helped and there is NO effective treatment.  Have you considered treatment for depression (meds or counseling)?
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.