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jakeM

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I am scar now.
« on: March 13, 2019, 09:27:35 PM »

Because of going through hell thinking I had it. I am terrified to do anything with my penis. Except for masturbation, now I use lube. And I only fap when it's erected. Instead of from the flaccid state and then getting it erected like most people usually do.

I don't have peyroines, but peyroines exist. So I may not have peyroines right now, but let say 15 years down the road I have a sex trauma, and now I develop peyroines. Not even 15 years let's say next week I had sex with this girl, and she was going to hard  on it and I injure myself and develop peyroines.

I am scar now to have sex. I don't even think I can enjoy having sex without having that fear behind the back of my mind of a potential injury occurring. The peyroines specialist that is listed on this forum. Said there's no need to risk surgery, because I have a mild curve. But look here, a curve dick has a higher chance to become injure during sex than a straight dick.

Also, I'm still taking the supplements coq10 and Acetyl L carnitine. Only because I don't want to waste money on it by throwing it out to the trash, so might as well continue and finish it.

I have an addiction on this site, where I read people's introduction, the new people that post. Or I read progression of peyroines getting worse, etc etc. I also read the peyroines getting better post. I read everything on here. I don't login unless I'm going to the "Is this peyroines" thread.  For 6 months, since july. I had the identity of thinking I had peyroines disease, put myself through severe depression etc.  Now that I don't have it and I am completely healthy, I am still left with that identity. Because at any day I could get this disease. Even nobody in my family has this disease, but still. Everyone can become a victim to peyroines at some point in their life. And that's scary.



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Age 25
Mid July 2018 - Assumed I had peyroines

March 2019 - Did an doppler ultrasound in flaccid state, no plaque or scar was found. Blood flow was normal

Turns out it's cogential.

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Re: I am scar now.
« Reply #1 on: March 13, 2019, 11:13:05 PM »

Hey buddy I think you should give traction a try, contrary to popular belief I believe it can be beneficial for congenital curve
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Penis injury in late 2017. A lump formed at injury site that caused no deformity, just pain and a palpable lump. Pain is improving through proper rest and use, diet, and mindfulness. I am always learning and looking to share things that have helped.

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Re: I am scar now.
« Reply #2 on: March 14, 2019, 06:41:32 AM »

So if you don't have peyronies, what are you afraid exactly?

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Re: I am scar now.
« Reply #3 on: March 14, 2019, 12:45:12 PM »

Scared to have Peyroines one day.  That’s why I’m scared to have sex. Because I’m scared to get injured during sex. For example I have a downward curve. If a girl climbs on top. I have a higher chance to get injure because of it. Same thing with missionary etc
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Mid July 2018 - Assumed I had peyroines

March 2019 - Did an doppler ultrasound in flaccid state, no plaque or scar was found. Blood flow was normal

Turns out it's cogential.

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Re: I am scar now.
« Reply #4 on: March 14, 2019, 07:58:03 PM »

Hi Jake, since you know you don’t have peyronies but are fearful you may get it-it seems you’re struggling with anxiety.  I’d suggest you find a counselor who uses cognitive behavioral therapy to address it. You’d probably do well after 6-12 sessions. 
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