Because of going through hell thinking I had it. I am terrified to do anything with my penis. Except for masturbation, now I use lube. And I only fap when it's erected. Instead of from the flaccid state and then getting it erected like most people usually do.
I don't have peyroines, but peyroines exist. So I may not have peyroines right now, but let say 15 years down the road I have a sex trauma, and now I develop peyroines. Not even 15 years let's say next week I had sex with this girl, and she was going to hard on it and I injure myself and develop peyroines.
I am scar now to have sex. I don't even think I can enjoy having sex without having that fear behind the back of my mind of a potential injury occurring. The peyroines specialist that is listed on this forum. Said there's no need to risk surgery, because I have a mild curve. But look here, a curve dick has a higher chance to become injure during sex than a straight dick.
Also, I'm still taking the supplements coq10 and Acetyl L carnitine. Only because I don't want to waste money on it by throwing it out to the trash, so might as well continue and finish it.
I have an addiction on this site, where I read people's introduction, the new people that post. Or I read progression of peyroines getting worse, etc etc. I also read the peyroines getting better post. I read everything on here. I don't login unless I'm going to the "Is this peyroines" thread. For 6 months, since july. I had the identity of thinking I had peyroines disease, put myself through severe depression etc. Now that I don't have it and I am completely healthy, I am still left with that identity. Because at any day I could get this disease. Even nobody in my family has this disease, but still. Everyone can become a victim to peyroines at some point in their life. And that's scary.
Hey buddy I think you should give traction a try, contrary to popular belief I believe it can be beneficial for congenital curve
So if you don't have peyronies, what are you afraid exactly?
Scared to have Peyroines one day. That's why I'm scared to have sex. Because I'm scared to get injured during sex. For example I have a downward curve. If a girl climbs on top. I have a higher chance to get injure because of it. Same thing with missionary etc
Hi Jake, since you know you don't have peyronies but are fearful you may get it-it seems you're struggling with anxiety. I'd suggest you find a counselor who uses cognitive behavioral therapy to address it. You'd probably do well after 6-12 sessions.