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Foris

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Thinking about suicide
« on: March 12, 2018, 03:10:03 AM »

I can't stand looking at my penis everyday and blaming myself for things that I could have prevented. I tried to stay positive, I really tried, the first time I injured my penis was when I masturbated too hard and then it created a scar that caused me an hour-glass. The second time I injured myself was when I had a prolong erection up to 5 hours and then the third time I did something so stupid to myself was when I tried to do a " massage " but turned out it was a jelq and I did it while I had 100% erection. At this point I don't know how I can recover from this, everything I do so far only hurt me rather than heal me. I really can't live like this, the worse thing is this disease is uncommon, I shouldn't be getting this ... No one should ! It is just painful to know that even doctors can't help you with this but only you can, your best option is to wait for your body to heal itself, that is it. I am so tired, I can't even accept this reality, I always have wishful thoughts that it wasn't Peyronie.
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #1 on: March 12, 2018, 04:42:18 AM »

Foris, give yourself a break, you are only 20 Years of age for sake  :o
We all make mistakes with our dicks, learn from them then promise not to repeat them, this is easier said than done!
You know suicide is stupid, right? Think about your immediate family, we are all on this Earth for what seems like the blink of an eye, and believe me that feeling increases with every passing Year.
Do you not have a close family member, or even a friend who you can speak about this?

By the way, peyronie's isn't uncommon, I believe that at least 1 in 4 men get it, yes that is up to 25% of us, think about that. If a treatment can be found then those guys are going to be millionaires!
It angers me somewhat that sites 'advertise' their miraculous penis growing techniques, and they know young guys fall for it, then make megabucks off their devices and potions  >:(

You must remember that everyone has worth, I can say that if Peyronie's hit me at your age I would be f'^+'ing angry, so f'^+'ing angry  >:(, I get it totally.

I hope other members respond to your post, try, try to stay positive, for you being so young treatments are a very real possibility, you can always PM me, I may not be able to help you but talk is free  :)
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #2 on: March 12, 2018, 05:25:09 AM »

Thank you for your kind words Mr. Paul, I know there's nothing you can do if you keep whining. But the thing is, guys at my age don't even have to worry about their dicks, this is the prime time for guys like me to enjoy life to the fullest and not worrying about things like this. It is sad but since this disease isn't that life threatening so doctors won't even fix you up cause they have other serious cases that worth spending resources in. Come to think of it, why do they have surgeons who specialized in cosmetic surgery, it is nothing but personal desire ...
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #3 on: March 12, 2018, 10:00:41 AM »

Hi Foris, just hang in there, sex becomes better the old you get, so if it takes a couple of years to get you back to pre peyronies then you still have all the best years to come.
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #4 on: March 12, 2018, 04:07:18 PM »

There will be new options available in the future. For now, do all you can to get strong and get better mentally and physically.
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #5 on: March 12, 2018, 04:12:55 PM »

And think about it this way, you are so young...it would be terrible if you killed yourself and tomorrow the cure was available. Even if the cure or new treatment is 10 years away youll only be 30! Some of my friends have never had sex until they were 30 to begin with and they are not ugly dudes. You could easily have many many years of having sex left if you just develop patience. It's hard but stick it out man, last resort can be an implant and you'll still have all the feeling left. Stick it out. Think LONG GAME. I see dudes in the gym at 45/50 that have chizeled bodies who are probably able to get girls 10-15 years younger than them. Work on getting jack bruh. Work on your education, starting a business or making money and use this terrble crap as motivation for your future, by the time this is fixed youll be killing life instead of thinking about killing yourself.
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #6 on: March 12, 2018, 08:01:02 PM »

Hi Foris, there are good docs out there that treat peyronies.  Can you get to a specialist?  Xiaflex has been helpful for many.  A good regimen to start is pentox, low dose daily cialis and VED/traction. Also, if your depression is bad consider a therapist for support or even an anti-depressant medication.  Many of us need help to get through this.  Hang in there.
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #7 on: March 13, 2018, 09:20:03 PM »

Thank you everyone for reading and replying to me, right now I can't get any of the pills listed on here and I can't do VED or traction device because they don't sell it here. The doctors told me to wait 6 months and then come back if the bend occured, I guess if that happened they will suggest me to do a surgery *sign*. All I can do right now is eat foods that contains L-arginine, collagen, vitamin E, and basically anything that can soften my scars, I even use coconut oil. :'(
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #8 on: March 13, 2018, 11:35:45 PM »

Where are you located?
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #9 on: March 14, 2018, 04:52:48 AM »

Foris, replace the coconut oil with C8 MCT pure caprylic acid if you are taking it orally, it is much better for you and very pleasant. Ignore the doctors advice and start a regimen that will work for you Bud  :)
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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #10 on: April 09, 2018, 04:49:12 PM »

Medicines will continue to get better.

If you are THAT desperate, get an implant. They work fine.

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Re: Thinking about suicide
« Reply #11 on: April 18, 2018, 03:54:44 PM »

Foris in my opinion waiting for 6 month is not the best option the best specialist didn't recomend it

In you stage acute phase of the disease you could benefit a lot of this new supplement called H-100.

there is an interesting study with a very impressive results in this stage of the disease. Perhaps it could help you. Also a low dosis of cialis could help. And an interesting study also says that penile traction could be benefitial in the acute stage.

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