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Oh Boy

I don't expect anyone to reply to this post. I am just making it so I don't have to repeat my story everytime someone asks.

Well everyone has a store and this is mine:

I have always been a curious and rebellious kid. This was a very bad thing when I reached puberty. My mother always used to tell me that I need to lightly pull on my penis to make it grow while growing up. Not sure if this is true but to heck with it. It caused me to always play with my penis more than I would have hmmm maybe. Anyway, I reached middle school and was introduced to porn for the first time. I was 12, so I was just discovering myself and what a woman looks like.  ;D ;D ;D ;D lol I remember that experience I was scared out of my mind for some reason after I saw a real life picture of a vagina. Well in the next two paragraphs I'll explain how I got both of my penile injuries.

First injury
I was still 12 and I started masturbating. At this time I still haven't seen watched porn or anything but I could find a couple pictures on google when I searched. I probably masturbated less than 10 mines and ejaculated maybe 2 or 3 times. I had a problem that I couldn't climax. I don't believe I was ready for masturbation (mentally) I just did it because all my friends were doing it. I remember the day, I was playing with legos and felt bored so I decided I would go and masturbate. I masturbated but I couldn't climax. My arms got tired and penis skin was starting to hurt (probably was going at it for half an hour). I didn't feel any pleasure and I started to get afraid because my mother came home and I was locked in the only bathroom. I felt my penis alone and hoped it would go down on its own but it didn't. I waited like 2 minutes maybe if I waited for a little longer it would have went down like it always did.
I got scared and started to bend my erect penis downwards to see if I could manage to fit it in my pants so I can get out the bathroom. I bent it and bent it with as much force as I could and on the last time before I decided to give up I heard a "pop". My penis went soft in the blink of an eye. I honestly didn't know you could break it. Over I felt no pain, I didn't have any swelling, I didn't have any discoloration.
I was able to get an erection afterward and ejaculate easily. When fully healed I developed a sharp 5 degree downwards bend.

Second Injury
I was 18 at the time. I was playing football (soccer) while wearing some very tight pants. My penis normally hung straight down but these sports pants caused my penis to hang down my right thigh. I had the ball and was in a full sprint towards the opponent's goal. Their defender came out to meet and tackle me. I was easily able to push the ball around him. He was very reckless and made a hard risky challenge. He ended up colliding with my right leg, kneeing me on the upper thigh, catching my penis between his knee and my thigh. All I can say was that the pain was unbelievable. I thought that blood will be coming out the end but there was none. I massaged the area softly and the pain went away in 10 minutes or so.
Afterwards, I continued to play football and when I went home I check my penis. There was no blood, swelling or discoloration. There was a small bruised are which was sore but didn't hurt.

After some time I reached the point where I had erectile dysfunction and had a downwards curvature of 20 degrees and a rightwards curve of 10.
Time has passed and my erectile dysfunction has gotten better. My curvature is still there.
Along with the curve I have a hinge effect from the scar tissue.
Indentation from the scar tissue.
Girth difference from the damage. Base girth above 5.6" and mid girth after the bend is 5"
Lastly, I have a density issue what I can call it. The base of my penis before the bend is hard and thick while erect, while the rest of the penis after the bend is noticeably softer.

With no doubt, the reason I am here is that of the sports injury. My penis doesn't feel normal and I hate it.



JohnWright

Oh Boy -- It would be helpful to let readers know what your next steps are, since you have a solid plan already formulated. That way folks don't spend a lot of time trying to help you figure out what to do next.

Cheering you on!