20 year old who f'~c<+d up his own life

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Foris

Hi, my name is John, I live in Vietnam and for the past 2 months I have damaged my penis from a prolong erection ( 5 hours + ). Quick information about me: I have depression for 5 years and in those years I tried getting out of it by masturbate but get addicted to it instead. I really not an active person, used to be but now I'm not. I also really get into junk food and got hemorrhoids as a result, I quit eating junk food since then. I also have social anxiety, so I don't even go out a lot which makes my addiction to porn even worse cause I got locked up in my house all the time. I have no friends also ...


How it all started:

It happened on December 10 2017 when I was at home alone and decided to watch porn like usual but this time I went a little bit too far. At first I noticed pain in the penis after I've done watching porn but then I ignored it, thinking it was not that bad. The next 2 weeks I started having ED so I went to see an urologist who quickly told me that I'm fine without even telling me to do a ultrasound or giving me pills or asking me about my symptoms. I usually never doubt doctors but ever since I discovered this forum and read about how bad this disease can progress through time and I must do something in the acute phase to help myself out. I continue to go see new doctor in hope of seeing someone who can treat this disease, I went to 5 different urologists, 4 of them said that I'm fine but only one of them told me to do a doppler ultrasound but he said nothing was found, not even a plaque. After that I lost hope, knowing nobody will treat this disease in the early stage because they usually wait for about 6 months (after the damage was done) to finally " fix " it but they will  probably tell me to get surgery. After a month of waiting, my penis started to bend to the right from the top head of my penis but only like 5 degree to the right. I went on the forum to check again and saw that pentox, CoQ10, L-Arginine should be taken early to deal with this and help reduce scar tissue forming.

Where I'm at right now:

 I live in Vietnam but here we don't have ( or maybe I don't know ) anyone who is specialized in treating this disease. I don't even know if I have Peyronie's disease but I've experienced inflammation, ED, loss of length and girth, pain in the penis, premature ejaculation. I also can't buy Pentox, L-Arginine because they don't sell that stuff here. I just can't do anything about it right now but I tried most of the things I know. As if having depression isn't already bad enough my penis is only 5.5 inches long. My head is literally thinking about this problem 24 hours everyday and I'm going insane. I can't get anything done properly cause I have too many problems to solve. So please, if you know anyone who can help me treat this disease please contact me, it would means the world to me.

Krime

Hey, sorry to hear about this. I'm a new member as well so not much insight on this, but regarding your ED I'm guessing this is strictly a mental thing. For me when I noticed the curve I started freaking out to the point that it was hard to even get an erection let alone hold it. I had so much crap running through my head and the whole thing made me feel sick. Fortunately I have the most amazing wife, and after going a long time without sex (3 weeks or so), when I passed the mental block we were able to have great sex again, although more cautiously than ever before. It was as hard as it used to be, just painful and more curved. I've had no problem in that regard since and have really learned the power of the mind in cases like this. When your heads not right, it makes all the symptoms even worse.

Hang in there, just know you're not alone in this. Try to maintain as positive an outlook as you can and I'm sure things will get better.

prb

I am in a similar situation. You can find Pentox OTC in Thailand, however, even though there is a consensus that it helps for peyronies, I have doubts that it can help to heal a penis fracture. Maybe other members with penis injury have experiences about it...