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daybyday

Hi all.. having trouble getting through the past few days with this, don't know anyone who could understand what we go through so I figured I might bring my thoughts here (if that is ok..). I'm lucky, as of right now (1 year in) my deformity is (relatively speaking) much more manageable than many of the gentleman who frequent this board. But lately I've had a resurgence in the psychological torture that comes along with this. I'm a year in with daily pain (multiple spots) and deformity, I look down at my .. member and I hate it, I hate the pain I feel every single day, I hate my inability to have sex without wincing I'm just so frustrated. I feel like the pain won't stop and the progression won't ever cease. I feel like a freak and that no one can understand what it's like for your identity to be taken from you sat age 25. While other guys my age are enjoying healthy sec lives I actively avoid sex and any physical relationship because the physical  pain and psychological anguish I feel seeing how things have changed just destroys me.. I take supplements every day, I take cialis and pentox, yet I waddle when I walk due to this constant pain. I'm at my wits end here, where is the light? :-/

Paolo

Yes, of course you can vent!
For me the number one priority was pain reduction, that should be your first goal, constant pain is debilitating in more ways than one and just makes your day long and hard.

 
Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect.

TonySa

I've heard pentox can help w the pain.  Is that an option?
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.

daybyday

I'm on it. 3x a day pentox, Celebrex in the morning, coq-10x l-Argenine etc. not sure what else to d for the pain

TonySa

Maybe ask the doc about increasing the pentox?  Also, diclofenac sodium gel is an Rx that may help.  Studies show its helpful.
PxD 2 yrs 9/16.  Failed all treatment. 9/11/18: excision, grafting & implant Dr Karpman MtnView Ca, AMS CX 18cm + 3-1cm RTEs.
Pump failed.  2/11/20 Dr Karpman installed Titan 22cm +1cm RTE.