I want to die !!!

[Wladyslaw]

I do not want to live anymore! Every day I think about death. My situation is hopeless. I am 39 years old and in 2 months my life has been ruined. 2 months ago I could have sex with my wife and now it is impossible! I am impotent and have Peyronies Disease. My penis every day looks worse and worse. Pentox does not work and Sildenafil is low in dosage. VED does not help - my penis is purple and has large veins.
Implant is a terrible thing, especially for someone who has not yet been able to "normal" function.
In my country only about 15 such treatments have been performed so far! Besides, I would have to spend all my savings on implant and I have a family to live on! I do not go to work anymore because I can not do anything. I take antidepressants, but I feel bad after them - I have emptiness in my head. Every day I think about it to kill myself! I do not know what else holds me back? Why Peyronies Disease is not a scoundrel disease?

[popopo]

I know what you feel, but we need to wait. It sucks but we NEED to wait. Suicide is horrible and even being a bitter a$$hole and not working and being depressed is understandeable and a better option than death. I'm 23 and my life is ruined too, I havent been able to finish school because of this crap, but I REFUSE death because there MUST be a solution. Dr Atala is closest to curing us all, but whoever is gonna do it, it will very possibly be within the next few years. I don't know what else to do either, but we must remain strong.

[Paolo]

Well said popopo  

[Adam]

Hi Wladislaw, i feel with you. Pyronie is a big challence for body and soul. I for myself had some success with infraredlight in reducing curve and discomfort after 1,5 years of treatment. When i have been sitting at home sometimes, because of pyroniepain and depression and then i managed it to go to work again, i was always happy, because doing nothing was so boring. And then imagine your sweet children, how would they miss their dad. Do not let this desease hurt your children please. They are little angels, you have to take care of. When i am at a low point, i try to focus on my children and then some of their happiness fills the whole in my heart, pyronies has created. Try to eat healthy, to excercise, try some therapies and give your mind something to work on. Then pyronies can not poison your soul. The smile on the face of your children is the best payment on the world, you can be given. I hope you are doing better in the near future.
Adam

[skunkworks]

I am replying in your other thread, as I feel that is a more constructive topic.

[JayGould]

Implant really isn't that bad. I would get one in a heartbeat if I was told it would regain my original size.

[lessor]

I am agree with jaygould

[Christopher1]

Who is Dr. Atala - and what is he working on as far as Peyronies Disease is concerned?

[james1947]

Dr Atala works on stem cells.
A forum search giving 41 posts.  

James

[popopo]

why domt we hear nothing about atala anymore? He should be about done researching for regrowing penises, right? He started human trials in the summer of 2016 I think and he's still sponserd by he military. I did read an article about him and his team also being able to grown testosterone producing testicles. I'm curious to find out how long it will take, but no matter what the cost is I'll be getting myself a new dick that hopefully works even better than ever.