Walking and exercising

[peyronny]

So here is my dilemma. I have been actively been trying to improve my overall health. However lately my peyronies has been progressing rapidly and almost everything I do seems to make it worse. I've improved my diet 10 fold. However even just walking causes pain for my peyronies. Walking and avoiding junk food I used to live on is the way I've been losing weight up to this point. And of course being obese can't help the situation obviously and may have been what caused it even. But every step I take its like someone is poking and prodding my plaques. I have developed yet ANOTHER plaque lump on the left side. Honestly I've lost count of these at this point. I would be ecstatic if I could just go back to the way I was a week ago. This really has ruined my life.

But I'm not here to just complain. I'm just at a complete loss of what to do.
Sitting down even hurts. I have an appointment in Atlanta I hope can help with this but I don't know how I'm even gonna sit down that long. I have to lay in my bed because sitting down feels like it makes it worse because of the buried turtle effect I have puts more pressure on it.

Doing any kind of exercise seems to increase pain and maybe is making it worse.

My whole life has become walking on eggshells to avoid causing damage yet I always do.

I've been doing arm only exercises because it's the only thing that couldn't really interfere with that area. But I don't think its good to only exercise only one area is it?

And I've got to quit checking because I know it makes it worse. But I have OCD and this condition is driving me insane.  I wish I just had a step by step guide of what to do to lead to best possible outcome. Sometimes it would be a relief to just have the whole thing removed. The pain is almost constant now.

There was a time when this was manageable
I'm now quitting my job because its practically made me immobile.

I have some PABA arriving Friday to add to all the other things that idk if have even helped at all. My dick is just a lumpy potato.

I've always had low confidence and always dreamed of a girlfriend because of that. Never so much as hugged a girl. My extreme social anxiety along with weight issue has prevented this. Now it feels like it was for nothing. I get sexually frustrated as it is without anyone.

I'm afraid I will never be able to have sex or even a girlfriend or wife at all and I've never even experienced it.

Not to say this is ever easy. But I would prefer to be in a committed relationship when this all started. At least there is a support system and less likely to leave because of this.

[popopo]

I feel you.. I think it's best to sta6 act8ve though because uou cant really stop the pain anyway, eventually it will fade and all you can do is hope the damage will be limited by pentox and cialis and doong what you can. I also recommend you to pu all your energy and sexual frustration in impoving yourself. I would love to have a girlfriend too but it doesnt work.. Knowing I cant please here makes me insecure and act unattractive. It's not something I can just get over, I van fake it but it will shine trough.I hope exploring other things 8n life will hell us trough.

[csm101]

Congrates on wanting to better yourself. Take it all easy.... dont push to much at anything. Ive only been suffering since Nov 2015 yet I feel its taking its toll on me. I live in the great white north and i cant wait to feel the warmth of the sun again. I was once told dont walk with purpose walk with your ears open. Listen to the birds other animals,and people every walk will be different. Listen to nature its very relaxing. Please keep posting we're all in this together.