my peyronies

[soroxas]

Im 24 now and have had peyronies or plaques for 4 and a half years. During this time I have not been able to have intercourse and have tried countless times. Ive lost the love of my life because of it and have been going through depression for 2 years now. Ive also dropped out of university, been fired from my great job that I worked my ass off to get, and have just started to recover from a devastating leg injury. Funny thing is I would give all of it up just to have my penis back to normal and have my life back. So this is my story...

I woke up one day and I noticed that I had a plaque or something on the middle of my penis. Since that day my life has been a nightmare. Ive visited 4 different urologists and many docs where 2 uros have said I have peyronies and 2 have said I don't. I took the bs verapamil for one year and nothing happened. Have taken an ultrasound at the mayo clinic and they said I don't have peyronies and have taken various other meds which have failed. Im tired of waiting 6 months to see a doc for ten minutes who does nothing to help but take my money and ruin my dreams and self esteem. Whatever I have I now have it in 3 places. My penis dosnt look deformed at all its just that it dosnt get hard enough to penetrate. It also leans slighlty to the left when erect but that's because its soft in those places on the left side of my penis. There more like indentations and appear to be under the skin. However over the years whatever I have has gotten smaller and harder to see but not by too much.I have an appoitment in ottowa next week and I feel like its my last hope. Im just afraid that im gonna go in the uro will see me for ten minutes han send me home and book me in for 6 months later. If that happens again then I dont know what to do. I just want my life back and I wanna be happy again. If I don't get any positive news next week then I don't know what im gonna do or what will become of me. Can anybody help me or give me any tips asap?? And please don't tell me to hang in there because ive hung in there for almost 5 years now and ive watched my life crumble away. I feel that ive earned the right for some uro to help me right away. I used to be the most positive guy but now im the most negative and I hate it. I feel like its now or never

[GS]

I'm certainly sorry to hear how negatively all this has affected you.  I've had Peyronies Disease for around 4 1/2 years too, but have no doubt about the fact that I have it.  I started out with 45D and have ended up with a 35 degree curve.

You didn't mention any supplements and I would certainly recommend starting the PAV cocktail at night for nocturnal erections; it sure works for me.  Also, get some CoQ10 and whatever other supplements recommended by the guys on this forum.

When I first got Peyronies Disease, I let it totally consume me; the urologist said no sex for 30 days, vit. E and come back in 6 months.  He also told me there is no cure.  I was devastated, but I found this forum and started taking the supplements and bought a VED.  Now, after 4 1/2 years, I live my life pretty much like I always did; just with a few changes in my normal routine.  Peyronies Disease doesn't have to ruin your sex life or your life in general.  If you can figure out how to get an erection capable of penetration, you will find Peyronies Disease isn't the end of the world as you knew it.

I wish you the best of luck trying to fight this SOB disease.  Remember, giving up doesn't usually result in anything positive.

GS

[james1947]

I would like just to add to GS post that me to fighting this disease for 4 years, but fighting after not doing nothing for 3 years.
And I feel much better doing that and not just thinking how sorry I am about myself.

James

[LWillisjr]

soroxas,

It is possible you don't have Peyronies Disease. The only symptom you describe is not achieving a full erection. This could be due to a number of other issues that are not Peyronies Disease related.