Mike_VT
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« on: May 12, 2010, 08:46:35 AM » |
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Hello All,
In Septemeber of last year I sustained some trauma to my pelvic area, including my penis. This resulted in a triple whammy of problems: penile pain and changes, pudendal neuralgia, and, it now seems, a significant labral tear.
Anyway, shortly afterward, my flaccid penis began to hang mostly in a hard, retracted state- as if I had just gone swimming in cold water. Sensation also became reduced, especially in the flaccie state. I could still get and maintain erections, but suddenly it took work to do so, whereas before I would get one from a stiff breeze or any passing erotic thought. My penis often felt cold to the touch.
I had a pelvic MRI in late September, and it showed symmetrical cavernosa. However, unbelievably, I suffere another insult to my member in early October- my gf nailed the top of my erect penis with her elbow, like a hammer on a tent spike. It was painful, but not terribly so, and I (perhaps unwisely) did not go to the emergency room at the time; there was no cracking sound, bruising or bleeding.
One wonderful effect of the pudendal neuralgia, at least for a spell, was hyperarousal, so there were a few insatnces in which I got erections that did not easily go away. Were they truly priapic? Well, not the ones I had when awake... but maybe it's possible I did have a priapic or near-priapic insatnce during sleep...?
I've seen several uro's, and they don't really know what to say. My regular guy can see the change in my flaccid, but has nothing to suggest. He palpated me for plaques, and found nothing. I was also tested for venous leak, and that was ruled out.
So here is where I am at, currently: about 60% of the time, my flaccid penis hangs in that hard, retracted state (at these times, I'd also note that the veins feel hard to the touch); 10% of the time, it hangs softly, but in a strange, "dissipated" state- seeming to hang smaller, longer and thinner than it used to; and the remaining 30%, it hangs pretty damn close to normal- soft, movable, foldable, feels fine. I note that this latter state seems to be in effect mostly when I am sitting or lying down, though it can happen standing up.
The one factor that most concerns me is what my penis now does upon detumescence from an erection. I can get a full, normal erection, have sex and orgasm (though the pudendal nerve issue does create a bit of pain/sensitivity on the left side of the glans)... but when I detumesce, it does not happen smoothly. Instead, my penis lingers in an uncomfortable, tingling, half-hard state for a long while. During this time, the shape is strange- there are indentations and bends. The consistency is weirdly pliable, almost clay-like; if I bend it to one side, for example, it holds the shape. Also, for the next couple of days after sex, my penis just does not feel right, mainly existing in that firm flaccid state, with greatly reduced sensation and "presence".
I am currently taking pentox, 400mg 3x daily; a really high-grade L-Arginine powder; and one half of a three-day Cialis every three days (I am reluctant to take the full dose, given the nerve issue... nervous about inducing a true priapism). I also take a small boatload of anti-inflammatory and nerve repair-aiding supplements daily. For a little while, I was trying warm castor oil massage on my member, but I noticed that my sensation would seem even more reduced the next day.
I guess that there is a possibility that all of these changes could be manifestations of the nerve issue, and/or chronic pelvic floor tension... but I am very concerned that I may have or be developing cavernosal fibrosis (actually, some things I've read seem to suggest that cavernosal fibrosis can be the result of unresolved pudendal nerve injury). I understand that this is a different entity than Peyronie's- a diffuse internal scarring as opposed to palpable plaque(s). I wanted to see if anyone here has had direct experience of having it, and could talk to me about it, as I'm going out of my mind trying to figure out what's going on. I'd be interested in hearing if my symptoms are at all similar to what you experienced, and what your progression was like, including effect on erectile function. If you've had a firm diagnosis of cavernosal fibrosis, I would like to know how that was achieved, and what your course of treatment has been.
Thanks very much for your time in reading this, and thanks in advance for any and all responses!
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