Masturbation with peyroines?

[jakeM]

I have a problem a serious one. I can't stop thinking about porn throughout my day. This leads me to masturbate. Two weeks ago I masturbated 8x in 4 days. Then on thursday it was my 10th day since I have not masturbated, but I broke it and today as well. So I fap twice this week. I feel ashame and guilty.

I noticed after masturbation flaccid returns to normal, like a normal healthy flaccid. No hard flaccid nor hourglassing swelling or shrieveled.

I'm more scared because I heard masturbation keeps inflammation and can make the peyroines worse.  I F~@< up, I really did this time. Why can't I abstain from checking my erection or even my flaccid state? I haven't seen any changes at all, I think I'm losing my mind. I know a lot of the members here keep telling me stop thinking about it and leave your dick alone until you get diagnosed that I do have peyroines, because there's a very high chance it's coginental but I won't buy it. Due to the amount of times I've masturbated and got myself at least 6 to 7x erection throughout the day from watching porn everyday throughout the years. Which causes inflammation, because your penis isn't resting and it's not healthy to wank everyday for anyone.


Anyone who suffers from porn addiction and has beaten that addiction, can you please pm me. Because I desperately need help. I'm tired of porn but my brain craves it. It's my fault for exposing my brain to this amount of porn throughout the years.